Alpha's Sex Slave

TWELVE

Beautiful, is the word that I wish that could come out of my Mother and Fathers mouths today. Even though they may not be here physically I know that they are here mentally and emotionally. Lyle is walking me down the isle tonight.  Crystal does my hair nice and slow while Seantasia tries to get squirmy little Ira into her dress. Miya sits next to me on the floor reading a book. She's wearing a cute white dress with little diamonds on the chest and she has a light pink ribbon wrapping around her waist making a bow in the back.

I look at myself in the mirror and look back at the past couple of months and look back at my childhoood and how I dreamed of this day for countless hours and finally its here. I'm scared yet excited and I don't know if I should cry or laugh. My stomach churns as Crystal finishes my hair and Seabtasia brings in my dress. I look at my raggedy clothes and smile at myself stupidly into the mirror.

I'm ready.

Miya looks at the dress and then down at hers, "I want that one." We laugh at how cute and innocent she really is. I don't remember when was the last time I've ever felt so alive. I was finally doing something normal or trying to be normal, but in the end it didn't feel right. I had spent so much money on a dress that I honestly will only wear once.

Lyle stands by the door watching me get dressed. He smiles calming my nerves and yet oddly making my knees feel weak. "You look stunning." He says as he pulls me into an embrace. I smile at him, "You too."

I look at Crystal and at Seantasia, who holds my baby girl in her arms. Miya grabs my hand, "You okay Alex?" She asks looking up at me. I nod and smile, "Always."

I look at myself once more before I walk out of this room and into my future. I'm scared but ready. I'm ready for the darkness that awaits me. I sigh and walk towards the door and out into the light. The gravel is hard to walk on with heels and I barley make it to the car without braking a heel or falling face first onto the hard gray gravel.

The drive seems endless. I look at Lyle from the back seat and wonder why he's tense or maybe I already know the answer...

LYLE'S POV

Mason forgot to turn his mind-link again. Third time it's happened to me. I always forget to shut it off. This time it was different this time I heard groans and moans that sounded nothing like Alex's. He's cheating on her?! I want to run into what ever room his in and beat the living crap out of him! Really one day after their weeding does he have no heart?!

As I watched Alex and Crystal leave I saw Kendall slip out of Mason's office. I went after her and grabbed her elbow and turned her to face me. "What the hell do you think your doing?!" She smiled cleaning her lip slightly, "Why do you care?"

He growled at her, "They have a kid and are about to get married!" She smiled and shrugged "oops" she thrashed her arm making me let go and walked her fierce walk.

What a bitch.

It has been almost two days and now I sit here wondering endlessly if I should tell Alex what I heard. Should I ruin her happiness or should I lie to her?

I look at her now so clueless. I keep my mouth shut and keep the drive quiet expect for the times that Ira cries. I can't hold my silence any longer I'm about to crack like glass shattering into a million pieces.

I stop the car. "Hey what the hell?!" Crystal said as she turned to face me. "Look Alex I'm sorry but you can't get married not with out knowing."

ALEX'S POV

Fear crept into my body along with anger when Lyle stopped the car.

"Look Alex I'm sorry but you can't get married not with out knowing."