Alpha's Sex Slave

SIX

I stand next to my window watching the rain slightly touch the ground. It's been cloudy for the past week. This is what I was afraid of... I need to escape.  I want  to go back to my old home. 

 I notice the smell of blood. The smell is intense. Mason and Lyle run in after a moment of thought. Mason's face looks pale filled with terror. Lyle looks worried. Their faces soften as they see me.

"Oh your fine." says Lyle gasping for breath.

"I smelled your blood I thought you were..." Mason didn't dare finish his sentence. He grabs my palms,  takes off his shirt and wraps it around my blood stained palm. I look for the injury... There is none.

"Holy shit call Nick NOW!!" I look to see my jeans I stained with bright red. My baby.

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MASON'S POV

"No no no come on baby don't do this." I hold her in my arms as she bleeds.. I lay her in bed as Nick the pack doctor walks in hurriedly with his kit. He does his job making me walk out. I wait outside of the door impatiently. I can't lose the baby she can't lose the baby.

"Are you going to tell her or am I going to tell her?" Lyle says as he pushes me up against the wall growling.

"Tell her what?" I growl.

 "Both you and I know YOU can't have kids Mason. I know you marked her! Do you not realize how dangerous that is?!! God how stupid are you really?! You know they are going to come for not only her but for the baby now!!"

I want to punch him in the face I growl making myself look utterly tall, "Don't speak to me like that do you hear me! I'M alpha not YOU!"

Nick comes out of the room closing the door, "Mason it's a miscarriage I'm so sorry."

 I nod understanding. How could I tell her that it's all my fault?

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ALEX'S POV

"It's gone," are the words that haunt me as I lay silently in pain. The smell of iron fills the room. Mason walks in pained.

"Alex there's something I need to tell you."

 I roll my eyes, "There's nothing you could say that would be worse then this."

He sits on the edge of the bed, "Your going back with your old pack it's safer. Go with Lyle he can protect you."

I sit in shock ,"I'm not leaving Mason."

He stands up from the edge of the bed, "You don't understand...  Marking you was a mistake..."

Pain and fear rushes through me, "What...? How can you say that I'm YOUR mate...?"

He doesn't say a word he grabs my things and dumps them onto the bed.

Before he leaves he finally speaks "I want you out by tonight..."

I sit there speechless. Is he really going to leave me? I pack my bags in anger. I'm in pain but I'm to mad to even care.

I stand there looking up at the house trying not to cry as Lyle takes  my things. Mason comes out looking tired and out of breath. I look away from him. He walks up to me and touches my shoulder, " I'm sorry."

I take a step back, "Don't."  He looks at me and his eyes fill with tears "I love you Alex I just can't."

"Don't you think the death of OUR baby doesn't affect me! Because it does!" Anger rushes through and my soft hand makes an impact with his rough skin.

Before Mason can touch me Lyle steps in front of both of us, "Damn it! Alex your lucky that you didn't have that mutt. Mason tell her the truth!" I look at both of them stunned and confused.

"Tell me what...?" I ask hesitant.

Mason takes a deep breath, "My brother went Rouge, he's in charge of all of this. He told me he would stop all the killings and spare my pack if I gave him my mates baby or my mate. Once he found out it was you he went on a killing frenzy. Alex he won't stop until he gets you. He wants to build an army and make a home for once and for all to the mutts and rouges. He thinks your the profit the one that the MoonGoddess wrote about. He thinks that only you can either save or destroy the packs and he wants to use you for destruction. I tried to save you, I still am. I'm angry because I know that there's nothing I can do to stop him. He's obsessed with you..."

I didn't want to hear it. I don't want to hear all theses lies. "Why are you doing this to me?" I question him.

 Paul walks behind Mason along with Crystal who doesn't seem at all effected by the fact that I'm leaving.

"I have a plan Mason. We can finally put an end to this. Follow me." Paul said walking away.

I laugh, "No no way I'm not going back there." Crystal smiles at me and takes me hand. She guides me inside back to the study, Lyle follows behind.

Mason sits behind his desk and allows Paul to speak. He sighs, "Okay well Mason you have to get Marianna pregnant. It's the only way. Pretend that it's Alex's baby."

No way this was not going to work, "Are you stupid?! What if the baby has red hair." Mason replies. I  try to go back outside.

"She won't I can almost promise you that." Then Paul looks at me with concern written all over his face, "Alex you have to trust me. You need to stay here."

I shock my head. Hell no. Why would I stay here after all that Mason has said? He's bipolar, rude, and heart breaking sexy. No no he's not sexy he's an asshole. But do I really want to go with Lyle? No of course not. Damn it. "Okay fine I'll stay but under one condition."

Mason nods, "Okay."

 I grin, "I'm NOT sleeping with you and I want FULL access to the music room."

He grunts, "Fine."

I walk back to the second floor into one of the abandoned rooms. Lyle brings me my stuff and he sets it down again. He runs his fingers through his hair, "Alex he only said that so that it would be easier for you to leave. He doesn't want you to get hurt. He wants to be able to protect you... He just doesn't know how."

Lyle walks out leaving me in thought. Should I believe what he's telling me?

Mason walks in quietly. His musky scent gives him away, "I'm sorry."

 I don't dare to look at him, "Go away." He sits on the bed and I can hear the hinges squeal, "I explained to you why I need you to go. I shouldn't have said what I said. I just... don't know how to fix things. I don't want to be that useless kid again."

His words didn't impact me, but his tears do, "Sometimes Alex people say and do bad things when they don't know how to handle a situation. I love you."

I turn to look at him. He looks tired and I barely noticed that he looks twice his age from stress and he has bags under his eyes, "Mason what's happening to you?"

He doesn't look at me but keeps crying,"Im drowning Alex I'm drowning in a sea of stress, pain and sorrow and I'm screaming at the top of my lungs but it's almost as if no one can hear me!"

This very moment reminded me why I love him. It reminded me of the pained little boy who pretends like he is made out of steel so that no one can hurt him. I'm the only who can save him from all this pain. And yet I destroy myself every time I try to fix him. Maybe this is love. Maybe I finally can see with my eyes wide open what it means to actually love someone.

The question is.. Can Mason learn to love? He walks out and closses the door behind him. I fall to the floor and curl into a ball. Part of me wants to cry but the other part of me wants to run into his arms.