˚़.❒ Wonderwall── *،،Victor + Yuuri

Wonderwall

A/N: again I'll recommend you to read the song meaning, you'll understand the story much better if you do so.

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you.

Viktor's POV:

I walked out of Yuuri's parent's house and headed to the ice rink, alone, Yuuri texted me earlier saying he was already there.

As I walked I started to think about Yuuri, and the way he made me feel. When I'm with him I felt kinda sick of my stomach but in a good way; I can feel my heart twisting and my smile growing every time someone said his name.

I knew that I liked him, I've since we met after the last Grand Prix.

Of course I wanted to tell him, I wouldn't have problem if it was any other person but Yuuri was different, it feels just different with him.

I have to tell him,no I need to tell him how I feel.

By now you should've realized what you gotta do.

Silence leads to nothing, if I don't tell him he may get someone soon, but what if he already has someone? What if he just doesn't feel the same way?.

This could change his life either in a positive or negative way.

I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now.

I don't think there's anybody who feels the way I feel about him, Yuuri is the first thing I think about in the morning when I wake up and the last before I fall asleep.

I don't think I could live without him, in so little time I got so used to be around him and I wish I could be the rest of my life with him.

Back beat the word is on the street that the fire in your eyes is out.

But even if Yuuri does not have someone there's a chance that he'll l still reject me.

I know he has been hurt before, what if he thinks I am like the guys he dated before? How do I prove him that my feelings are real?

I don't wanna hurt him, I don't want him thinking I am taking average of the situation.

I'm sure you heard it all before but you never really had doubt.

Yuuri told me he had been very imprudent with the whole dating thing. He never thought people, especially the ones who said they loved him, would hurt him.

He trusted too easily and was a easy prey to boys, so he'd rather not date anymore.

Quitting the possibility of end up in that miserable situation again and that's why he was single.

I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now.

I remember the night he told me that, Yuuri looked so beautiful under the light of the moon.

We were just going back from practice when he told me he wanted to show me a place.

He lead me to a park not too far from his house.

"I used to play here all the time when I was a child" Yuuri said as we both sat down on a bench. A beautiful smile adorning his face.
I smiled just from seeing him so happy over a square of dirt.

He opened his heart that night, telling me things about his childhood and things that he claimed he had been keeping for himself.

"See? I told you I trust too quickly" He laughed.