My Sugar Daddy || Niam

EIGHT

Chapter 7 was a little spicy. This one shall be spicy as well, maybe. You shall see :) I can't be too kind, but since I haven't been feeling like trash... Enjoy x

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When the next day came, Liam became very worried, very quickly. What happened last night was both real, but regretful.

Niall was drunk and he felt gross for kissing him. Although, the blonde gave him permission, he still felt very off.

The kissing was wonderful though, the feeling of regret stays. He didn't want to take advantage of him in anyway, even if Niall agreed to it, so he can't help but feel awful.

Liam has never hurt anyone in his life, and if he has or will, it'd be playful and will not cause any Harm to the other person.

Niall didn't seem to be hurt though, so maybe everything will be alright between the two? Perhaps, he forgot about everything and they can go on with their lives. Liam wouldn't mind that.

The brunette steps into the kitchen to see Niall sitting on the counter, waiting for Liam as he sits cross legged.

He looks up and notices the man standing there, a blush coating his cheeks. Sighing gently, he then gets off of the counter while Liam tries to speak.

"You don't need to say anything, Li. I know what happened last night and I know that I acted weird, but, I do like you.

I just don't want to act on my feelings anymore. Hopefully you can accept that until I'm ready?" Liam stands there bewildered, before finally nodding. That's all he does as Niall stares into his eyes.

"Good-- Great! I'm glad we got that covered. I'll see you in the office, Louis is picking me up today as I have already eaten breakfast and such."

Liam didn't notice until Niall left, but the blonde is already ready, and that makes everything ache. Its like Niall's turning him down and he hates it.

Liam showed him all of his love in that strong, powerful, passionate kissing session, and Niall brings this news the next morning?

He understand how he feels, but the older man can't handle it. He's not letting go of the younger man easily, definitely not, after all that happened.

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Liam sits down at his desk in his office, that's now even closer to Niall's office, right next to it, and looks at the blonde through the glass. His back is faced towards him, but that's good as he can't see the older man staring at him.

The brunette wants things to go more smoothly and he wants Niall to appreciate and love him even more than he knows.

He wants him to break out of his shell and admit his true, powerful feelings to the powerful, wealthy man. Liam will spoil in him in return for being so special. His special Niall that has taken over his beating, big heart.

Licking his lips slowly, Liam then finishes what he was doing, shutting down and closing his laptop before going over to Niall's office.

He opens the door softly, closing it behind him after, then steps over to the blonde as he is hard at work. He's fully concentrated on what he is doing, not noticing that Liam has entered the room.

The brunette places a hand to Niall's shoulder, making the younger man jump and sigh in relief once he sees him. "Jeez, Liam. Scared me. What's up?" He asks after fixing his messy hair; it's driving Liam insane. He wants to mess it up more.

"I just wanted to talk about us. About last night..." The younger lad sighs and shuts down his computer after finishing a slide for something. They've only been there for about two hours, but today's shift is short.

"What about it, Liam? I told you that I know everything that had happened, and I just want my feelings to be buried deep down. Dating you would be too hard." Niall admits, looking down at his shoes. Liam sighs and clenches his jaw a bit.

"I see, I understand..." Liam trails off, voice cracking a bit. When he gets emotional, it happens quick and the tears flood fast. He turns away from Niall, not wanting to be embrassed because of how strong his feelings are at this very moment in time.

The blonde notices though and stands up, stepping close to Liam so he can see his face. "Liam? Are you crying? Over me?" The older man sniffles a few times before looking into Niall's bright blue eyes.

"Liam, I'm so sorry, I-"

The brunette shakes his head, moving away from Niall with a broken heart, the pieces falling to his stomach that is empty and in need of Food; and love from the blonde.

"I'll be okay... D-Don't worry about me.." He quickly leaves Niall's office and heads to the elevator. Niall stays in his spot and sighs shakily, shaking his head as he then follows after him. He can't let him get away, he needs to fix things, and quick.

The elevator doors begin to shut as Niall makes it halfway towards Liam, but stops the door with both of his hands, entering the small box. Liam's eyes grow a bit wide, but he faces away from Niall, not wanting him to see himself cry over him. "Liam, we need to talk. You are obviously upset over me, and I don't want to be the reason why you're crying.

It even makes me want to cry because I care about you, Liam. I care about you so much that it isn't even funny. I... I like you, you know that. But you know the consequences."

The older man turns to him and sighs shakily, eyes puffy and red as tears continue to pool down his face. His stomach rumbles in the process, loudly, in which Niall notices and frowns.

"Have you not eaten today? Liam, please tell me you have eaten, please..." The man shakes his head slowly and breaks down even harder. He can't eat because of Niall, he doesn't want to sleep because of Niall; all he wants is Niall.

"I-I haven't..." Liam speaks, his voice is hoarse and the voice cracks are evident. He's heartbroken because of Niall. In a matter of three months, this young man has changed Liam's life, and he can't help but feel satisfied. But also sad in the process.

"I haven't eaten today because of you. Last night was one of the best nights in my life, Niall. You showed me love with your kisses, passion; everything I crave. You gave me love and happiness, and no one has done that in so long..." Niall watches in awe at Liam's words. He feels bad, so bad that he is hurting this man.

"You gave me hope that I had found my soulmate, my true love that could love me and vice versa, for eternity. But that faded away this morning and now I can't help but feel broken and useless..." The blonde shakes his head, pulling Liam out of the elevator with him and going into the nearby cleaners closet, after the doors opened.

He pins the older man against the clean wall, pressing his soft lips against his rough ones.

Liam kisses him back immediately, tears slowly fading away as his heart is pumping rapidly again.

The brunette had missed his kisses, so so much, that it was insane. He craves his kisses and him in general, he knows that now.

When Niall pulls away though, Liam pushes him against the other wall and attaches his lips to the blonde's neck.

He moans softly in Liam's ear, moving his hands to the older man's bottom.

The brunette smirks and sucks on Niall's neck, leaving small marks as the younger lad moans more. "L-Liam, mmm..." Liam pulls away and bites his bottom lip, staring into Niall's lust filled eyes.

"Let's head home and do this some more, baby."