Drug help

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(Hayley's P.O.V)

Lucas left a couple hours ago, I've just been sitting in my room bored. Then the voices came back
You haven't punished yourself in a while, you deserve pain, pain. Just give in, Demi can't protect you forever

The voices hurt so much. But I know I can't hurt  self harm because Demi would find out, she would she always finds a way.

I walked into my closet and felt under my shoe stand for the bag of weed I have hidden there.

Once I had found it, I took some out and lighted some and started to smoke it, I opened my window and crossed my arms resting them on the ledge but holding one hand up to smoke the weed. I kept going, one after another until there was a knock at my door, "can I come in?" Demi asked, I dropped the weed  letting it fall out the window coughing out the smoke I inhaled. then she opened the door and came in rushing over to me "Hayley?! What's wrong" she screamed
I couldn't get my coughing under control.
When I started to settle she started to try and figure out my problem "did you do that on purpose-" she started

"No Demi! I didn't leave me alone..." I took a deep breath to calm my self down "Please" but it didn't look like she was leaving any time soon

"Are you sick?" She asked cautiously raising her hand to my forehead to check my temperature. I winced when her hand made contact.

"Hmm you don't feel hot" She said looking at my forehead as though she was thinking out loud "it was a pretty nasty cough though"

"Yeah I'm fine" i said looking over at the bag of weed checking to see if I'd hidden it good enough or if I'd be busted.

(Demi's P.O.V)

Hayley's opened up to me twice about her past and about her feelings for me. But they couldn't have meant much if she's dating Lucas. I need to talk to her about this. I need the truth, even if it hurts

I knocked on Hayley's door. "Can I come in?" I asked
I heard coughing coming from her room so I walked in she had her head hanging out the window. "Hayley?! What's wrong?" I panicked did she eat something then regret it?
"Did you do that on purpose-"

"No Demi! I didn't leave me alone..." she took a deep breath. "Please"

I wasn't going to leave her alone. "Are you sick?" I said putting my hand out slowly placing it on her forehead feeling her temperature. She winced.

"Hmm you don't feel hot" I said thinking "it was a pretty nasty cough though"

"Yeah I'm fine" she said looking away at something

Hmm

I started to walk around her room hoping to get a raise out of her

"Demi why don't we go down stairs and talk?" She came over giving me a nervous glance
" ah ha! What are you hiding" I said pointing at her

"Uhh nothing?, come on"

"Nope! Doesn't work like that. What are you hiding im not leaving till you tell me." I sniffed I smelt something suspicious I noticed Hayley starting to panic I walked over to her bed and lifted her pillow.. drugs. Drugs!

I closed my eyes not looking at her yet. "Why Hayley?"

"Um, why what?" She trailed off playing dumb I held the bag in front of her face

"Why the drugs?" I cried

"I don't know.. I've just been depressed and stressed out about things" she whimpered

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