You and Ashton had been together for a while and things were going good between you and him. You knew he was soon to be off to go on tour with the rest of the band. You hated to be away from him but you had to stay back to study for school and just handle everything at home. “I’ll miss you” Ashton said as he looked up at you. “I’ll miss you also baby” you said. “I would love to go back home and you know that but my life is here” you said. “Yea I know baby” he said. He got up and kissed you softly as he pulled you close to him. “Ashton pleases” you said into his ear. “What” he said with a smirk. You ran your hand down to his pants where he had a boner. “Sorry you do that to me” he said. “Don’t be sorry baby” you said. He laid you down on the bed and got over top of you, before you knew it you two where tangled up in the sheets. “Ashton” you moaned as he slid himself into you. “You’re so damn tight” he moaned into your ear. He was sucking on your neck as you moaned softly. He slid himself in and out of you bring your moans out more. He let you feel his whole length as he thrust himself into you. He pushed himself all the way into you as you wrapped your arms around his neck. “I love you” you said. “I love you” he said as he kissed your lips softly. He put his arms around your back as he kept the pace. Your moans filled the room as so did his. He brought you to a climax before him and he climaxed soon after you. He got up and you wanted to pull him back down and just cuddle with him. “Ashton” you said. “I’m sorry love I have to go” he said as he kissed you. You covered yourself up and watched him leave, you hated to watch him leave so if you just stayed in the room then it wasn’t true. As soon as Ashton landed in America you were the first one he called. Things went back to normal for you as you got back to school and tried to keep yourself busy so you wouldn’t miss Ashton. You always thought about him no matter what you were doing but you knew that you had to push through this time. “Baby I miss you” he said into the phone. “I know Ashton but it will be ok” you said with a smile. “I love you babe” he said. “I love you Ashton” you said. You and he always talked no matter where he was he would always sing to you to put you to sleep. He always told you that he loved you and no matter what that he missed you.
-4 Months Later-
It has been about 4 months since that day Ashton left to go on tour. You knew he missed you more than anything and that he missed home. You missed him as well and you wanted more than anything to be with him. One morning you woke up with a massive headache and just wasn’t feeling like yourself. You tried to shake it off and take a hot shower but you just couldn’t shake it off. “hey nunu” you said as nareesha walked in. “What’s wrong” she asked. “Just not feeling well” you said. “Everything ok” she asked. “Yea I’m ok” you said. “Any way of you being pregnant?” she asked. “No Ashton used a….” you started to say. You knew the last night Ashton left you and he didn’t use a condom so there was a chance that you could be pregnant. “You need to take a test” she said. You nodded your head and went to the bathroom to take a test. You always had one because you and Ashton were sexual a lot so you kept one just in case. You took the test and you were a nervous wreck till the positive sign came up on the test. “I’m pregnant” you said. “That’s a beautiful thing” she said. “Yea it is it’s a blessing I have to tell Ashton” you said. “Yea he will be happy right?” she asked. “I sure hope so” you said. You waited a few weeks to tell Ashton because you didn’t want him to worry as much as you knew he would. You got your first sonogram for the baby and you were expecting a beautiful baby boy. You were more in love with your baby boy than life its self. That night you had planned to tell Ashton but things went too fast and you were lying in the hospital. You experienced your first miscarriage and you felt horrible about it. You called Ashton from the hospital. “Hello?” he answered. “Baby come home” you said through your tears. He knew from your voice that it was serious and he got one the first plane he could. By the time he got home you were out of the hospital but you needed him…….“What was it that you needed to tell me baby” he asked as he wrapped his arms around you. You were still sore and you really didn’t want to be touched so you slowly pulled away. “what’s wrong” he asked. “Ashton something happened” you said. “what babe” he said. “I was pregnant” you said. Ashton hugged you and he was so happy and excited for you to be pregnant but once he realized you said was instead of are his heart dropped. You saw his smile drop from his face and his heart break you didn’t need words to know how he felt. The look in his eyes crushed your soul and you knew he wanted a baby. You grabbed his hand but he pulled away still in disbelief. “Ashton” you said. He didn’t respond to you nor look at you, he got up and walked upstairs. You didn’t know what to do or what to say. didn’t he realize that you were hurting more then himself or that you needed him? You ended up falling asleep on the couch that night. You never thought Ashton would do this to you. Around 2am you felt someone trying to pick you up, you awoke and seen Ashton. “Ashton” you said. “shhh its ok” he said. He took you upstairs and laid you in the bed with himself. You cuddled close to him and just held him, you knew he was hurt and you wanted more then anything to take it back. He start to sing softly to you to help you get back to sleep. In the morning when you awoke he had made you breakfast in bed. “aw Ashton” you said. “only for the women I love” he said. “thank you” you said. “sorry about yesterday” he said. “its ok I was the same when I found out” you said. “what happen?” he asked. “I don’t know it happen so fast” you said. He nodded his head and kissed your forehead and sat next to you. “I have to go to the studio to recorded some stuff” he said. “ok Ashton” you said. “call me if you need anything” he said as he grabbed his jacket. You nodded your head and he was gone, it was good to have Ashton back home. It took him a while to get over it but once he did he was back to his loving self.
