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Carter's Pov.

The first person to come to me was Sam he cared for me in the only Kian did. A brotherly way. I fell into his arms there was so much stress and pressure on my chest. I shoulder get lower every time I walk. Sam hugged me and I cried into his chest wrapping my arms around his neck and my legs around his torso. I kept to myself why I was crying he couldn't know. He let go and Kian walked up and grabbed my sleeve of my hoodie and I winced and they all looked at me. I slapped Kian's hand. He looked into my worried eyes, he was glancing into my eyes and then back down to my sleeve. I  pulled my sleeve down more and looked into the eyes of my twin brother. 

"Carter?" He asked I didn't want to do anything about this. They can't know, they won't know. They'll find out and they'll hate you. Get out of my head! Nope, the old little Carter is gone. You have me now. Get the Fuck out! Nope! GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!! Nooooooo!

"FUCK YOU! GET OUT OF MY HEAD!" I yelled! I fell back and my head slammed on ground. Everybody rushed to my side. I wasn't ready this all came so fast I just need to let it go. I needed to let them go. I needed another start. None of them in my life, I mean I've always been quiet, never able to use my voice. Now I can. I slowly got up and looked up. They all looked down at me. I looked up at them, JJ smiled I didn't smile back I looked him dead in the eye and glared.  do this a lot so this isn't new. I got up and walked down the stairs and grabbed my backpack keys Kian and Sam bought me a Black Mat Ford Charger. I hoped in and sniffed the new car smell. Don't judge. I put the keys into the ignition and turned the key. I had I feeling that'd I'd be driving for a while so I went to Target to get a few things that were important to me and that I would need. I got, a pillow, blanket, aux cord, food, and some other things that I would need. I checked out and I got back into my car and called Kian.

Phone Convo. 

Kiki- Where'd you go! Come back we can get through this. 

Me-I'm moving and getting a new phone number remember I love you and Sam I'm calling him next. Tell JJ I'm moving and never want to see him again. Love you Kian. Bye

Kiki-I'm in love with---

End of Convo. 

I hung up I couldn't let him hold me back he would try and I know he would so I hung up as fast as I could and almost broke down but gathered up everything to call Sam.

I dialed his number with all the confidence I had left.

Phone Convo.

Me- Hey Sammy boy 

Sammy Boy-Carter, come back, we'll figure this out. Just come back.

Me-I can't

Sammyboy- You can you have too.

Me-Sam. I'm moving and getting a new number. I need to let go. I love you, always will, bye Sammy boy 

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