for her 🌹

🌹 05

you told me you knew my biggest fear.
i didn't believe you.
you laughed and said "losing me".
i stayed quiet.
because it's true.

the worst thing i can imagine is a life without you.
but I don't think you understand the extent to which im terrified of it.
and maybe someday we won't talk anymore, and I'll act like I'm okay with it.
but inside? I'm already breaking
and if i am the reason my biggest fear comes true
I don't know if I'll be able to glue myself back together again