SEX YOU two | p.jimin

chapter | 26

| mara's point of view

"You're baby is very healthy as you saw on the monitor earlier." The doctor smiled at both Jimin and I. She showed us a small white envelope, "I have here in this envelope The the gender of your baby. Are you hoping for a girl or a boy?"

"A boy." We chorused, making the doctor laugh.

"Well, you can open it now and find out." She gave Jimin the envelope with a big smile, "Congratulations in advance."

"Thank you." Jimin smiled back as he placed the envelope inside his blazer, "We're dying to find out but I think it'll be better to open it at home."

"Of course." She replied before the nurse showed us outside.

Jimin took my hand on our way outside the hospital. I watched his face without looking at where I was going because I felt secure. He was holding my hand. I didn't need to worry about anything. I hate that I love him so much. Every time I see him, my resolve to stop being so easy  whenever he's close to me crumbles down with only just a look from him.

Actually, I didn't have a reason to hate him. I know that he wouldn't come with Soojin on purpose but whenever I think about him and Soojin sleeping together, I just get so mad.

"What's got you frowning? Aren't you happy?" Jimin asked as soon as he sat on the driver's seat.

"Nothing." I said, strapping my seatbelt on, "Let's just go home. I wanna see what's inside the envelope and we still have that talk."

"Are you still mad? I thought we're already good. You kissed me." Jimin sighed, removing his seatbelt so he can face me, "Tell me what I should do and I'll do it for you."

"Did you sleep with Soojin?" I went straight for it. He was silent. I let out a laugh in disbelief, "I knew it."

"I didn't have sex with her." Jimin said with a straight face, eyes on me, "We made out, that's it, okay?"

"You're lying." I broke eye contact with him.

"Fine. You want me to tell you everything we did? Okay." Jimin pulled my attention back to him. "I kissed her, touched her body, we made out on the bed, in the kitchen, in the shower and she screamed my name every fucking time I went down on her. There. That's everything. Does that make you happy now?"

I didn't know why I was forcing him to do this, knowing that I wouldn't be able to handle it too. My face started to feel hot and my tears began to blur my vision. Jimin stopped.

"I'm sorry." His voice softened as he watched me cry. He leaned forward to wipe my tears, "This is why you shouldn't have asked. I knew you would cry. I'm really sorry. Do you hate me now?"

I shook my head no, "You were just being honest. I should be thankful that you're telling me this. I don't really know why I'm doing this too. I just feel so mad. I can't do anything but cry."

"I would be mad if you do those things with other guys too. Stop crying." Jimin smiled and lifted my chin up to kiss me. I was disappointed that his lips only touched mine for only ten seconds but I felt better right away when he kissed me again on my forehead, "Let's get you home."

"Wait, I want to open it now." I told Jimin and he took the envelope out of his blazer.

"Are you sure we're opening it here?" He doubted my decision but I insisted.

I watched him open the paper envelope and slowly pull out a small card. A smile formed on his face before he looked up at me again.