Beating The Best || Jensen Ackles x Reader

Epilogue

"Jensen...I." You whisper while letting your hands drop to your sides. "I can't."

"Why? We used to be so happy before!" Jensen yells in anger. "What the hell could've possibly happened that made you want to do this?! Do you not love me anymore?"

"Jensen, I've always loved you." You reply, your voice cracking as the tears streamed down your face. "And I always will but you need to understand!"

"Help me understand, I don't understand Y/N!" Jensen raises his voice, tears streaming down his cheeks.

"I have melanoma." You mumble while dropping your head to avoid his gaze. 

"What?" Jensen questions. "What the hell is melanoma?!"

"It's cancer, Jensen!" You shriek. "I have cancer! I have inoperable cancer."

"W-what? You can't have cancer, Y/N....you can't. "

"I do and the doctors cannot take it out J." You explain. "There was an option of surgery but that was when I was still pregnant and it would've killed Y/S and Y/D. I couldn't do that."

"So, have the surgery now!" Jensen cries.

"It's too late." You shake your head while taking deep breaths. "I'm too weak, it'll kill me instantly if they even try to remove it."

"Y/N, there has to be another option! We.....I....I can live without you." Jensen whispers. "How long?"

"J, don't do this to yourself." You order.

"No! How long?!" He demands.

"A few months." You admit. "And I'm planning on living it to the fullest, while still trying to get you to move on. You hear me?"

"I can't do that Y/N." Jensen sighs. "You're-"

"I don't care." You interrupt. "I want...no no I need you to have someone and be happy after I'm gone."

"No, I..I can't. I won't let myself Y/N!" Jensen shouts in anger.

"Jensen, I don't want to fight about this, just...just promise me that you can move on. Promise me that you can do this for me." You sob, slowly he turns to look at you. Your H/C hair frizzled when you had grabbed it in distress, your cheeks red, puffy, and soaked from the tears that continued to stream down them.

He swallows the lump in his throat while casting his eyes to the ground, trying to compose himself to stay strong for you. "I promise."

You let out a thankful breath and quickly walk into his open arms, Jensen kisses your forehead and holds you close as more tears stream down his cheeks. You never noticed that he had been lying through his teeth and you never questioned yourself if he had because you trusted him....that seemed to be your first mistake.

Seven Years Later
Cemetary

"Why didn't mom tell you?" Y/D demands. 

"Because then I wouldn't have had you." Jensen sighs while kneeling down next to your daughter and son. "And she didn't want that, she didn't have the heart to."

"Why?" Y/S questions. "Then she would've been here!"

"I know but your mom knew this was better." Jensen sighs.

"How is it better?" JJ questions with a frown on her face while looking up at her father.

"Because then she knew that each of you would have a life, two lives was greater than one." Jensen restates what you had repeated time after time before you had passed. "But come on, who wants some ice cream?"

"I do!" All three kids shout while raising their arms in the air, Jensen smiles before standing and leads them all away to the awaiting car. Y/D stays behind, staring at your gravestone with tears in her eyes as she runs her delicate fingers over the carved letters.

"Thank you, mama." She whispers before slowly walking away to Jensen, who watched the whole thing with tears in his own eyes.

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I got really sad writing this but yeah, it's the end.

Sorry, I ran out of ideas to continue this so....

Thanks for reading this book! I love you guys and hope you enjoyed the book! 

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-Author Out