rehab princess

2.

Here's the 2nd chapter of this story. Don't forget to vote and comment if you like it. Next chapter will be up at 3 votes.

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I woke up this morning and just looked at the sealing. I was thinking. Thinking how I got here. How stupid I was to do what I did. How it would've turn out if one of the girls found me. What would've happen if I didn't have all this pression on me that got me to take drugs. What would've happen if me and kim stayed togheter. Just how it would've been if I didn't became what I am.

A knock on the doors got me out of my thoughts. It was the nurse.

"Hi Marshall. Hum... it's time for breakfast if you want to join the others."

"Can I stay here? I don't wanna eat right now."

"Of course. Don't forget that the therapy is..."

"At 12. Yeah I know"

"Well I'll see you at the therapy then"

She got out of my room and I got up took my pen and my pad and went to write down some lyrics. Dre got me those beats for me to see if I lost my skills. I sat down and started one of them.

1...2...3 hours passed. Still nothing.

"Yo mathers what you doin?"

I turn around to see S sitting on my bed.

"Hey. Hum nothing just trynna write some shit"

"Eminem coming back with 5 songs after rehab... sounds amazing to read"

"Yeah well first I gotta write some shit"

"You lost the skill mathers?"

"Yeah..."

I went to sit on the bed with her and she put a hand on my shoulder.

"Don't worry bout that mathers. You're eminem. You'll find something. I know it"

"Yeah maybe. I don't got any inspirations here. I feel lonely. You know like nobody wants me... Wait I think I might use that"

"There we go. See? Not that hard"

"Yeah thanks S"

I hugged her and she mumbled a your welcome before pulling back

"I really don't wanna go to that damn therapy man. I don't feel like it"

"Then don't. I missed a bunch of them. They usually don't say shit. They don't care"

"Yeah but I don't wanna stay in my room either"

She looked at the floor for a moment and took my hand to drag me out of my room. I asked he where we were going she said it was a surprise. We got out of the building and went to the back of the trees. There was a wall behind it she climbed it and she helped me to climb it too. Behind that wall there was a huge lake. With trees and pink flowers all over. It was beautiful.

"I come here when I wanna stay alone for a while. Or when I wanna miss the therapy. They don't know that this place exist. So they don't find me here"

S was really pretty here. She has beautiful brown hair. And her eyes are so blue. Like the ocean.

"You're really pretty"

She turned around to face me with a huge smile.

"Why you saying that?"

"Because you are"

"You know how much time I've spend without sex here?"

"Do I wanna know?"

"Maybe..."

"Good ahead then"

"6 months..."

"You're kidding me right"

"Nope. All the good boys don't stay long when they're here. I've been here almost all my life. I lost my virginity here. I was 21. It's crazy that I will never have kids. Or a husband. Or a proper boyfriend. Those things can't happen to me."

"Damn...but why are you here"

She looked down and started to form tears in her eyes.

"You don't have to tell me if..."

"No it's ok"

She wiped her tears and looked at me.

"I have a disease. My personality changes by itself and I don't have control over it. I did awful things Marshall. I was first put in a psychiatric hospital. I was better. But than I developed a drug addiction. My disease is almost completely gone. But not my addiction."

"When will you get out?"

"I need to be engaged but that will never happen"

I took her face in my hands for her to look at me

"I'm sure you'll get out of here. I promise you will ok? "

She looked in my eyes and nodded.

"Can I kiss you?" She asked

"Please..."

"Yeah"

She kissed me for about 5 seconds and stopped.

"Marshall. You can't be with me. You're gonna go. You'll leave. I can't loose someone else Marshall. It's too hard."

"I want to. I have to."

"You only know me since yesterday Marshall you can't do this"

"The first time I saw you I knew something was going to happen. When you kissed me. I felt so good. I know this is probably fast as fuck. And I usually don't get attached so fast. My fans could tell you. But you're different. I can feel it. Just try please..."

"Marshall look I..."

"I love you"

"What?"

"I love you I said it. I love you."

"Marshall you can't love someone you don't know."

"But I do. It's called love at first sight. Ever heard of it?"

She smiled at me and nodded

"Yeah I actually experienced that not a long time ago"

"Yeah? When?"

"Yesterday"

"Oh... with who?"

"Oh my god Marshall. Are you serious ? You just killed everything. I'm going. You made me mad."

"Oh cmon I was kidding. Come back. Please. I love you..."

"You killed everything. Why did you do that?"

"That conversation was too serious for me. I hate that"

"You hate me?"

"I love you"

"Aw I love you too. But..."

"Oh no. I hate that word"

"You gotta promise me. You won't let me go"

"I promise"

She jumped on me kissing me everywhere on my face saying thank you after every kiss.

"Ok...ok S stop... ok I can't breathe...that's it I'm putting you down"

"You can try but I'm not going anywhere. I'm good up here"

"Gimme a kiss"

She looked at me and kissed me deeply like I was going to die.

"Hey babe you know what?"

"What?"

"I love you"

She smiled at me and replied

"I love you too babe"

( chapter 3 )