(UR) Forbidden Love

Betrayed

Ezra P.O.V
Kanan was still not okay with me returning with Sabine. In fact, he tried to throw me off the ship while on our return to Chopper Base. I tried to threaten him, but he said he would expose the truth about me to Sabine. I played it cool whenever she was around, because I can't lose her, and I don't know why.

~2 months later~

I was having a good day. It took some time to come to terms with Kanan on jedi training, so I took time to train and relax by myself. Everyone still feared me, and they should, but I have to talk to Sabine.

Ezra: That's it. I can't hide anymore, she has to know the truth. I love her, but I can't. I have to let her go.

I walked back to the Ghost and headed to the common room. I regret entering, because my fear had come true: Sabine was crying, and the crew ready to fire at me.

Sabine: You tricked me.

Sabine got up and slapped me. And let me tell you, she's strong. It wasn't enough for her. I was kicked in the stomach so hard that I went flying towards the wall.

Ezra: What are you talking about?

Sabine: You're with the empire.

Ezra: You found out.

Sabine: So it is true. Why would you lie to me?

Ezra: It's not what it looks like. I would never lie to you.

Sabine: Don't deny it. Do you even love me?

Ezra: Sabine, I do, but how did you...

Sabine: Kanan told me everything.

Ezra: Sabine, Kanan would say anything to make me leave. He doesn't like me, he never has.

Sabine: He has a good reason. He showed me a recording of you talking to Vader.

Ezra: How is that even possible?

Kanan: It was from when I followed you to the cave moths ago.

Hera: We tried to tell Sabine earlier, but she wouldn't listen.

Sabine: And now I'm sorry for everything.

Ezra: You already know too much. I'm sorry it had to come to this.

Without warning, I pulled out a smoke bomb which caused the crew to black out. I took control of the ship and headed back to Lothal.

~Days later~

Vader: Good job my apprentice. You finally captured the rebels.

Ezra: Took a while, but they were to slow for me, master.

Kanan: Let's us go.

Ezra: I'm sorry Jedi, but you have no power here. I'll handle this, master.

Vader left while I stayed behind.

Sabine: Why? WHY?!

Ezra: I'm a Sith. I can't change that.

Sabine: You could have, but instead you lied to us, used us. You used ME! I thought you cared about me.

Ezra: Sabine, listen.

Sabine: I'm not listening to you or anything you have to say. You're a fake. I thought you loved me.

Ezra: Sabine, I wasn't faking my love for you.

Sabine: You're a liar. I hate you. 

Ezra: Sabine, please...

Sabine: Shut up Ezra! Just kill me already. Kill us all and end our misery.

Hera: Sabine!?

Sabine: Isn't that what you want? Go ahead. We can't stop you. You said it yourself, we're to slow for you.

Ezra: I'm not going to kill you. I care about you, more than you know. I did want to join the rebellion and be a jedi, but I couldn't get rid of the things I've done.

Sabine: You're a liar.

Sabine P.O.V
I used the force to free myself and started to fight Ezra, letting my anger control me. He tried to put up a fight, but I tell he didn't want to hurt me.

Ezra: Sabine, this is ridiculous. I would fight you.

Sabine: Well, I will.

I pushed him to a wall and put my darksaber through his chest.

Kanan: Sabine!

Hera: Oh no.

Sabine: Now you get what you deserve.

Ezra: Sabine, I'm sorry. I love...you...

Je died, like he was supposed to. I freed the crew, found the Ghost, and made our escape.

~1 month later~

I escaped safely. We had returned to Chopper Base, where Hera explained to the rest of the leaders what happened. I, on the other hand, stayed away from everything and everyone. I just stayed in my room and became an outcast. Once everyone knew what I did, they feared me. Kanan insisted on letting go, but I had to protect my family so I gave up being a jedi. I closed myself out, again.

~That day~

Hera: Sabine, we need you.

{To be continued}