Crazy // Max and Harvey

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"I'm worried about Max." Harvey confessed. I looked at him and back at the door. Then I realized something. Max never locks the door, thanks Leo for that little secret.

"Max Mills you better be dressed or i'm going to see some things that I don't want to see because i'm coming in!" I yelled. "You better stay out here..." I advised Harvey. He gave me a solemn nod. I slightly opened the door and stopped. Better make it dramatic. I kicked the door open the rest of the way. I looked around and saw no sign of Max. I climbed to the top bunk and saw Max sitting there. I couldn't believe what I saw.

"Don't look at me!" he snapped.

"Max... Have you been crying?" I asked nervously. He was wearing a black hoodie and sweatpants. His hair was uncombed and it looked like be barely made an effort to do anything. His face was red and had marks from where tears ran down his face. Out of the corner of my eyes, I saw him pull his hoodie sleeve down more. "What's that you're hiding?" I demanded.

"Nothing!" he looked away quickly. I grabbed his arm and rolled up his sleeve. I let out a huge gasp. Multiple pink, faded scars tattooed his wrist.

"How did I not notice this?" I whispered to myself, a tear rolling down my face. I can't lose another one.

"Because I did it when you and Harvey are always having your cuddles in the living room!" he muttered in rage.

"Well what caused you to start this?" I demanded. He looked up at me, anger burning his eyes.

"You!" he yelled. How can I have started this? "You and Harvey are always together, being all cute and romantic! Well what about me? Did you ever stop and think about how I feel about it?". He took a moment to catch his breath. "I love you, Alyssa, I was going to ask you out until I found out that Harvey beat me to you. Everytime you guys act cute, I wanna go and kill myself." he admitted. My breath caught in my throat. Max liked me too?

"Well, umm... Ok, don't go and kill yourself! You have tons of fans that adore you, and hey, I was once one of them, just another fangirl that had hopes and dreams." I took a deep breath. "And about the whole me and Harvey thing, I love him, like, with my entire heart, and every time I look at him my heart swells. And I adore you like the brother I never had. There's a girl out there for you, the perfect girl, heck, even better than me, that loves you. You just have to look. And if you can't find her, look even harder. But please, don't try to split me and Harvey up for your own happiness, because you'll lose everything, even Harvey. Don't be an emo and don't self harm, it will make finding someone ten times more hard."

"Ok..." Max sighed. "Now leave, I gotta change out of this outfit, it's killing me!" he ordered. I laughed and gave him a light kiss on the forehead before leaving. I closed the door and Harvey waited there eagerly.

"I fixed him." I assured him. He gave me a soft kiss on the lips.

"Good." he praised, looking into my eyes. "Now let's go eat! I'm hungry!"

"You're always hungry!" I laughed as we walked down the stairs.

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HOLY SHNAZZLE GUYS!!!!! TODAY WE HIT 1K!!!! This is how I reacted to it.

School bell: -rings dismissing us from school-

Me: "FINALLY!!!!" -takes out phone and waits for Brielle-

Brielle: "Let's go!" -we both leave (btw it's raining pretty dang hard in this flashback.-

Me: -stops Brielle halfway down steps- "Holy shit bro" (Yes, I usually swear in real life)

Brielle: "What?"

Me: "I remember yesterday I was only ten reads away from 1k."

Brielle: "Do you think you hit it today?!"

Me: "Maybe, bro." -stares intensely at her- "Let's check"

Brielle: -watches me log into my phone intensely and open wattpad on safari-

Me: -checks profile- "And now, the moment of truth" (we were down the stairs already btw) -scrolls down and checks crazy- "HOLY SHIT WE DID IT!"

Brielle: "HOLY FUCK YOU DID IT!!!!!"

Me: -jumping up and down squealing-

Brielle: -plays intense congratulations video on YouTube-

-5 minutes later my friend Niki shows up (Brielle's already left)-

Me: "NIKI NIKI NIKI NIKI GUESS WHAT HAPPENED!!!!"

Niki: "OMG DUDE WHAT?!"

Me: "I hit 1K on wattpad!"

Niki: "Holy crap dude that's amazing! Although the way you came up to me I thought Braden asked you out or something..."

Me: "I wish" -next five minutes we talk about me hitting 1K-