Fire Will Burn (Sequel to Captivated by Love Alec/Magnus Mortal Instruments)

Eighteen: payback

~*ALEC POV*~

I was fuming. BEYOND PISSED. How could he do this to me?! I opened myself up to him! I GAVE HIM EVERYTHING OF ME. I gave him my love, my body, my soul. He just killed me. He plunged a knife straight through my heart. He pulled it out and stabbed it again. He was circling it. Right now if I was near him I was sure I would murder him. That would not be okay. I would be broken.

How is it that one person can hurt someone so much? How can one person make another person feel so empty inside? Is it possible of him to do this to me all over again? To take my heart out and rip it to shreds? Yes. He just did it again. Breaking up with me over text message did it last time. Me seeing him kiss his ex, when he told me that he would never go back with him was the final draw.

I can't take it any more. I can't do this pain. Curse me for being like a damned female! I am feeling like a woman. Curse me for being bipolar. Curse me for being overly emotional. Too many things are going on in my head. Anger was on one side of my brain and sorrow was on the other. If I went near that apartment I would kill them both. There was no doubt in my mind.

All I could see in my eyes was red. Then Magnus had the audacity to follow me out of the door and call for me? HELL NO! How could he be such a back stabbing whore! Why couldn't he just stick to one person? It was bad enough that Sinecia was here. It was another to see them with their lips locked. I wanted to burn my eyes and sell them to st. Jude's.

I scream with frustration. Somehow I knew this would happen. I knew that he would leave me sooner or later. I just didn't know it would be so soon. I am not sure how I am supposed to feel though. I knew Sinecia would get into his head. I knew he would try and damage Magnus for me. Just not so soon. It happened though. Magnus let the enemy in and he lost.

For that he would face the consequence. They both would. I am no longer going to be with Magnus. This was the last straw.

~*MAGNUS POV*~

I slam the door shit behind me as I walk back in. I rush to Sinecia who has a smug smirk on his face. I push my forearm into his throat and put him against the wall. To hell with him!

"HOW DARE YOU!" I yell.

He is gasping for air. I don't care. I push harder and then knee him in his balls. Low blow but I don't care.

"You ruined this for the last time!" I yell at him.

He is coughing as he drops to the floor. I scream at the top of my lungs. I am glad that holland is outside with max and my mother. I am glad that Renya is sleeping. I pull my fist back and collide it with his nose.

"I was stupid to think I had feeling for you! Stupid to think you have changed!" I leave him on the floor and grab my keys.

I don't know where Alec could be. I need to explain to him. I did not kiss Sinecia. I need Alec to be okay. I know I hurt him.

~*ALEC POV*~

I am sitting in the parking lot at school. Why did they give us a week long break? I could be here playing football. I could be here being normal. If Magnus never showed up in my life I would never have been gay. I could have gone on with my life. With maya? Probably. I could be a kid. Just a kid.

Not sitting here feeling sorry for myself because I am In a hopeless relationship. I think it is everybody's life mission to ensure I have a fucky life. Fucky? Now I'm making up words.

I walk into my house and I walk up the stairs. I walk into my sisters room and I sit on her bed.

"What Alec?" She snaps at me.