Leo,
I told Bruna my secret, about being gay and in love with you, and she agreed to be my "girlfriend" to stop the public from questioning my sexuality. Telling her was one of the scariest things I've done in a while, besides admitting my feelings to myself. Accepting myself as gay scared me. All the fear of backlash from family, friends, the public... It sits in the back of my mind, constantly reminding me of people's opinions. If my secret got out, I'd be ruined. I know I'm not supposed to care about what others say about me, but I can't help it. Peoples' opinions affect me just as much as the next guy. The other problem is your reaction. How would you feel if you found out I was watching you with heart eyes from a distance all this time? You'd probably move clubs! Say Leo, do you have a thing against people like me? I hope not...
Laters,
Neymar <3
YOU ARE READING
Letters to Leo (Completed)
Proză scurtăNeymar couldn't tell Leo the truth, so he wrote him letters, ones he'd never planned on letting Leo read. (Neymessi)
