Leo,
I tried. I really fucking did. But you didn't reciprocate. No. Instead you let Luis make a joke and then you brushed me off. It's not even the fact that you brushed my attempt off as a joke, but how you laughed at Luis's. I don't appreciate being made fun of for being gay Leo. It hurts. It's people like you who hurt people like me the most. How can I still feel this way for you? Of course you probably don't even know I'm mad at you. Well I can promise you this, you'll realize soon enough. By then, I'll probably be too caught up in my hurt and sadness to pay any mind to you. So go ahead Leo, laugh at me, at my poor attempts to communicate my feelings, cause my feelings are just a joke right? Something for you guys to get a good laugh out of before getting back to your stressful lives. Well sadly, I'm ok with that. Because if I could make you smile, laugh, for even just a short moment, then I'll take the pain that comes with your joy. I'll pay the expense of hate and hurt just to see you happy. Lord knows we don't see enough smiles around here anymore...
I love you and I hate it,
Ney<3
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Letters to Leo (Completed)
Short StoryNeymar couldn't tell Leo the truth, so he wrote him letters, ones he'd never planned on letting Leo read. (Neymessi)
