I didn't realize until a few days ago that I've changed so much in the past year.
I used to be innocent and kind. I never curse I was never rude... I actually cared about people.
Now? Damn, now I can't trust anyone. I don't know who my friends are, because I always end up choosing when I'm broken.
I'm so fragile now that the slightest tap will break me. In fact, I think everyday I crack a little.
It's sad too, cause I no longer know if my laughs and smiles are fake or real.
I'm heartless now, too. I hate my dad, because he doesn't try to talk to me anymore. I can watch as someone walks out of my life and be find the next hour. Even if I love them... and I hate that..
Guess you could say my minds adapted to being abandoned....
