So... the thing with the pills....
There's really no other explanation then I'm depressed. I've seemed to programmed my brain to want to kill myself. I had a rough go at things last year. Let's just say, it's the reason I kinda hate guys...
Deep inside, yeah, I'm probably Suicidal. In the middle, I'm deeply depressed. Up top, I've got just a bit of love and happiness...
Im sorry if I freaked anyone out, I don't know if I had an exact intention there...
But, I'm okay, and everything's fine.