How the hell can you fear something that's only just started?
Damn'it I feel like crying I shouldn't have stopped my pills...
I feel like my chest is compressing and I'm shaking and oml I feel like- like- ugh I dunno!!! I'm hella scared! Scared cause I'm fucking in love, how funny is that?! Damn'it brain, damn'it body, damn'it me, fucking damn'it!
Anyone Have a gun?
