The Other Girl

The After Effect

I had always been there for Shan so he always looked up to me for support and I never failed him as a friend. This is what friends are there for - to support each other, correct each other when any of us is wrong, to respect the silence when the other is at loss of words, to understand each other, to be there for each other even when the whole world turns their back onto them. Was it too much on my side to expect the same from Shan?

After that huge drama that took place somewhere around September end, if I remember that correctly - Shantanu and Ayush stopped talking. They did get back together some time but they had stopped talking like they used to. They became mere acquaintances.

October was okay. I had my birthday. (Went pretty well) But after the day of my birthday, things started to go down in my world. I used to taunt at Shan almost all the time that what kind of a person he has started talking to and he who never used to mind whatever I said suddenly started getting pissed off. I could sense it. He never said anything. But I could totally sense that I am kind of losing him.

However, I never lost hope. I felt that things would look up. But I was a little wrong here. Shan and I lost touch after that huge drama at college. We rarely spoke. Rey adviced me to not to say anything against Piyusha to Shan since he kind of minds all that. So I decided to stop. (I didn't stop hating her, however)

Hate is a strong word. I had a lot of dislike for that person at that time which evolved into hatred. Serious hatred.

It was somewhere in October end that we had to collect our results. Reyansh, I and another friend of ours - Yash came to college in the afternoon to do the same. Yash didn't belong to our college so he was planning to wait outside. While we were coming to college, shan had called Rey and asked us to meet him near Gate Number 2A. (That gate is famous for a lot of small scale eateries)
When we reached and were walking towards him, I saw Piyusha with shan and I don't know what got me pissed that as soon as i looked at her, I turned away and I left. I went to the top floor - got my marksheets and came outside. Rey and Yash were all too surprised by what I had done.
They asked me - "What has that girl done to you that you hate her so much?"
What had she done to me. Their question made sense. She hadn't done anything wrong by me. Why did i hate her?
I hated her because I couldn't stand people who ruin relationships and are still at peace with themselves. I hated her because she made my blood boil everytime I looked at her face. I hated her because she was changing Shantanu into a person who he never was. I hated her because I was scared. I was scared that she might take away Shantanu from me.
I cannot stand those girls who ACT DUMB and innocent when they're an incarnation of SATAN. I just cannot stand girls who act cute and know how to fool guys. I hated her because she was two faced.
And I hated her because my best friend was involved with her. I couldn't stand looking from a distance watching Shantanu get together or even be friends with a girl that vicious. How did her conscience allow her to face herself in the mirror everyday? She had ruined Ayush's life and was bent upon ruining mine. I kept telling myself that Shan is not dumb and he won't let our friendship get affected because of her.

Lol. Ha.ha.