April 15 2010

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Hi Miss I.A,

Good day to you!

It's been a year, since our grade school graduation. After I took those medals and awards, I didn't try to look back on the school again and left all my classmates, our batch there... and I was the only one who took off even without the ceremony concluding...

I'm sorry this letter has to be so direct, and a little dramatic.

I'm 13 years old now, currently attending a prestigious school away from OUR beloved Town.

I.A, there was a time, where I...

I wished I never met you.

The year 2009, after the graduation. I applied to my current school, and I realized, I have changed.

So much, that I don't even know myself anymore. I'm sorry, this is, yeah, in ENGLISH haha, I realize just now.

Anyway, many things happened. I feel so detached, couldn't open up. I was always thinking, maybe if I hadn't met you, I wouldn't feel like this, my friends wouldn't have shunned me. I wouldn't have to experience and realize how they despised me, and thought that MAYBE, even if it's fake, they'd smile at me, talk to me normally, we can play happily.

BUT, everything happened. Because of you.

NO, I'm not blaming you. I am thankful actually, you opened my eyes.

"I.A, I'm sorry" I wrote this words on the blackboards, the chairs and many other objects inside our classrooms. All because I never had the courage to tell you about the letters. And I know I'm not the only one who suffered from it. You, from the two of us are the one who felt the burden of those letters.

I'm really sorry.

I know I can't change the past... wishing I never met you is cruel... For me.

You are the best thing that ever happened in my childhood, you change everything.

Thank you,

i hope this year, you'll have a good one, i wish you all the best things possible. Please, smile. 

This is the first time that i am telling this...

 HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

the boy who admires you,

S.G

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