The Fifth Letter (October 2007)

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Hi! Miss I.A,

It's been weeks since nung last letter ko, how are you?

Ako ang pinaka matangkad sa klase namin kaya kapag pumipila na tayo pag flag ceremony, lagi akong nasa likod... nung una medyo naiinis ako dahil nahiwalay ako sa mga friends ko na puro nasa unahan at ako lang ang nasa likod. lagi ng ganon simula nung Pre-school pa lang ako.

Pero nasanay na ako ngayon, there's a view at the far back that only I can see...

Nandun ka din. dahil medyo matangkad ka for our age. I can see you clearly. everyday, every morning, nakikita ko yung smile mo, kahit hindi para sa akin, it always make my day.  Tinitease ako ng pinsan mo at mga friends nya kapag ngumingiti ako mag-isa for no reason... I always grin which is kinda feel like i'm an idiot.

and that was the reason, kung bakit di na ako nagsesend ng letter, you were always smiling... you don't need my letters anymore.

But the other day... nakita kitang lumabas ng classroom nyo, you are alone... and I felt that something was wrong, I always see you go home with your friends or your cousin, and sometimes your dad will fetch you...

I was worried, dahil first time kong makita kang uuwi ng mag-isa. luckily dala ko yung bike ko. nauna na akong lumabas ng school non at inabangan ka, tapos pasimple ako, kunwari madadaanan kita, malayo pa lang, kita ko na na malungkot ka, at nung natapat ako sayo nagtama yung mata natin and for some reason inirapan mo ko, alam kong may pagka snob ka minsan pero nung ginawa mo yun medyo nahurt ako, but I still followed you hanggang sa makita ko na yung bahay nyo, when I feel na you're safe na, umalis na ako...

hindi ko alam kung anong cause kung bakit ka mag isa that day. and I don't want to stick my nose on your business, because I know that for you I'm just a nobody.

I just want to tell you that everything will be alright. You'll be fine. I'll send you funny letters

So please, Smile again.


P.S I hope you liked the stars(glow in the dark) and stickers I sent you. 

-S.G

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