"If we only fell in love with people who were perfect for us... then there wouldn't be so much fuss about love in the first place." -Rules of Civility by Amor Towles
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I woke up from a deep slumber draped in warm covers. I felt a small weight on my side. I opened my eyes and saw a sleeping Daniel in front of me. He had both his arms wrapped around me. My braids had come undone and his hands were tangled in with the loose hair. I giggled at the deja vu I was feeling. I pecked his cheek and untangled our entwined bodies. I sat up and put on my slippers to avoid the cold floor.
"Babe, come back."
I froze. I felt a hand wrap around my wrist that was holding my weight on the bed. I kept my arm there, trying to keep myself steady. Babe? When? What? How? Huh?
I turned back to Daniel, he looked in a half-asleep half-awake state. "I'll be back," I told him. I got out of his hold and walked into my bathroom. I can't do this, I told myself. It's too soon. Too much. You're moving too fast. You can't be in a relationship. You have literally slept with this guy twice, no sex though, but it's too soon to start a new relationship after that happened. It was only a few months ago, you need more time.
I jumped into the shower to clear these plaguing thoughts, clearing my mind of the all negative things. I reminded myself that I needed to tear down those barriers, it's been months, but was months really enough? Once I got out of the shower I dried off, brushed my teeth and put on my robe, walking into my closet and picking out an outfit. I decided to blow-dry my hair and curl it just a bit, but I went without any makeup. I was wearing this new outfit I got: a black crop top, high waisted distressed jean shorts, a black coverup-thing, some heeled black boots, gold jewelry and a pair of black sunglasses pinned my hair back.
With one last look in the mirror, I walked out of my closet. I stopped in my tracks when I saw Daniel sitting on my bed stretching his arms, his muscles prominent under his white shirt. I gulped and said "hey" before walking over to my desk and grabbing my things for today."Hey Cher," Daniel said. He stood up and walked over behind me. I felt his arms snake their way around my waist and pull me back as I put my laptop into my bag. He rested his chin on the top of my head as I laid my head back onto his chest. I took a deep breath and relaxed into him. I dropped my bag into my chair and turned around in his grip.
"Good morning, brownie." I wrapped my arms around his neck and we stayed like that for a bit. I finally pulled myself onto my tiptoes and gave him a quick kiss before getting out of his grasp. But he didn't seem to like that, so he took a hold of my hand and intertwined our fingers. I looked down at our locked hands then back up at him. He had a sheepish smile on his face, just like the one he had plastered onto his features the day I met him. How these days felt like weeks, I'd never know.
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Rosebud
RomanceCharlotte Johnson grew up in windy Chicago and lived the perfect life. She had a wonderful best friend and got engaged to her high school sweetheart. Charlottes whole world got turned upside down when she walked in on her fiancé cheating on her afte...