Lifeless life

An answer about the deal

But then the spirit laughed and said "You really think that you will have a normal life, you make me laugh" but then he turned serious and said
" You will have to kill people, see unatural things and you will have to fight them and you may be possessed sometimes, and you call that normal, please your life will be hell in both ways"
then I stood there for a moment and asked
"Why did you come now, why didn't you come earlier"
the spirit stands there without saying anything but then he said
"You are 18 now so you are considered an adult, I was told not to interfere with your life until you become an adult"
I stood there trying to think about that deal but then I realised that I can't lose anything else since I have nothing else left in my life so then I said
"I am sorry but I think I have to decline your deal"
the spirit replied
"Are you sure you want to decline the deal, I know you think that you don't have anything in your life but you have too many things in your life that you don't know about"
I was confused to hear that and said to my self 'but I don't have anything my parents died and I don't have any friends. I am alone in the world, I don't have or need anything' the spirit smiled and said
"If that is your answer then good luck with life and you can call me whenever you want to make the deal"