Lifeless life

Unanswered questions

I ran and ran but then stop and tried to understand why I was running but I didn't care so since I didn't want to go to my home I went to a shop to buy somethings but on my way I heard someone saying
"So this is you answer, you monster"
I turned behind to see who is talking but I didn't find anyone and I completed walking and that voice talked again and then I tripped on something when I tried to see what was is it that I tripped on and I saw a body of a girl lying on the ground with a deep wound in her heart and asked my self 'What is a girl doing in the forest and why is she lying on the ground like this' I tried to wake her up but she didn't even breathe. I stood up and took my things and completed walking. And the voice said
"So I have to do more than this to awaken the monster inside you"
I turned back to see who is talking but there was no body again. I shouted and asked
"Who are you"
the voice answered
"Until you awaken the monster inside you I can't say who I am to you"
and I asked
"what monster?? What awakening??"
There was no reply I shouted again "Hey answer me. Don't ignore me" still no answer, I didn't care about it and went back home. When I was about to go to sleep the spirit came out of the necklace and said while smiling
"You are having a tough time now don't you"
I ignored him and went to sleep. Strangely I had the same dream as yesterday, the guy in white coat is apologising but then he turn to a monster and said
"If you don't run I will kill you, even if it means to kill my own child"
I couldn't understand anything and then I asked
"Are you my father"
the monster began crying and then gave me the magical necklace and told me
"You have to run right now. But please live a happy life with out me"