Lifeless life

What will you turn your life to?

I woke up and found my self dropping tears but I don't know why so I just went out to see the weather but I found it was a storm so I had to sit at home. I sat on my laptop. While I was searching on something I found the guy in my dreams then I continued searching on him and in the middle of the research I found out the he used to be a scientist then I thought 'Why would a scientist come to my dreams' and I discovered something, that he was married and had a child but it looked like he got divorced. I tried to see who was his child but I don't know why I did that. I discovered something that I shouldn't even see, I am his child !? I thought 'How is that possible. They told me that my dad was dead before I was born'. I found out that he didn't even die, he was still alive but he has gone missing for 10 years and then a thought came to my mind 'Does that mean the dreams that I have are all signs'. I called my spirit and asked him
"Where is my dad"
the spirit smiled and said
"Remember when I said that you were a human and they did expermints on you. You dad was the one who did all this to you"
I stood there but I couldn't react at all to that shock, and then I asked "Where is he now!? I need some answers from him"
the spirit then laughed really hard. I said to him
"Why are you laughing. I am serious here"
the spirit then said
"You can't since you are a human. Your dad is in the underground world"
"Then how can I go to him"
I asked as fast as he finished talking. He replied to me with an annoying tone
"I am sorry~ but it looks like you can't. You declined the deal sooooo~ this is what you deserve"
I stood there and thought 'If I made the deal then I can see my dad and asked him why did he did that to me and why did he leave me all these years'