Lifeless life

Hell is your heart

Then the spirit's eyes glowed red and he got into my body, I felt something was inside my body stabbing my heart with a knife, then I got on the ground in pain and agony and I started to remember my past 'but why am I remembering all this, I thought I got over it' then the spirit said while he is in my body
"Do you see what is your life now, it is basically hell, do you still have a reason to live or are you just living because you are bored"
I sat  there and then released that I have no reason to live then the spirit came out of my body while holding a ball of light and said
"Now that I took your emotions and feeling, you may complete living in your hell but be careful you are now cursed. When ever you need me you can just hold the necklace and accept the deal"
the spirit then went back to the necklace and the necklace was black. I stood there but I didn't feel anything. I felt empty, hopeless and most of all I wanted to die. I took the necklace and went back to my home while it was raining. I didn't care about the rain and when I got home, I took a shower and slept but while I was sleeping I remembered what happened today. While I was dreaming I found a guy while he was crying in my dreams in a coat saying
"I am sorry, all this happened because of me"
I tried questioning him
"Who are you"
then that guy began to fade away, I tried to catch his hand but he was gone. It felt like I knew him but I don't know who he is. Then I woke up and went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror and thought 'What was that weird dream, and who was that guy in the coat. It was a familiar face but I can't remember who he is' then I looked at the mirror and as soon as I looked I found the same guy in the mirror then that guy turned to a devil. I ran away but I don't why ( don't forget that you don't have emotions, so you don't know why you are running )