You know, it was snowing few days ago. Me and my sister were preparing to go outside and play. My mum brought us our snow suits and I started to dress up.
And then I realized; it was so small, and last year it was fine. I couldn't load my belt. I'm fat.
And then I feel useless when I try to lose weight or make my body nicer.
But doesn't matter how hard I try, I never succeed.
It's hard to have a best friend who has everything you want to have. Who eats a lot, and is still skinny.
I love her.
Until now, nobody knew about this. But I have to write it somewhere. I know somebody will find theirselves in this.
I love you all.
