how to be confident when your parents don't appreciate you as much as they have to?
why is giving thier attention to me so hard?
i think that they aren't noticing that i'm fading away.
maybe it's better this way.
but it would be nice of them if they say "oh i really like your clothes today" or "you look gorgeous hun"
but no. they can make it even worse; make you to feel like a waste of space.
like you're too hideous for their glance or a nice word.
okay, i am hideous.
sincerly,
me.