I Need You

You didn't care...

Nikki's POV:

You've got to be kidding me! We're in the same hotel!! If things couldn't get any worse...

Seeing Taehyung after so long, I find it hard to breathe. All those feelings came rushing in, I can't seem to move on from him. Why is everything so hard? I moved on perfectly fine from Andy, why can't I move on from him?!

I didn't know if I resented him, or if I still loved him. What was it?! Someone tell me! Why am I such a fool?!

I was walking back to my room from the lobby, and I bumped into Jin hyung. He looked pretty serious and said to me in a hurry, 

"I need to talk to you Nikki, you've been avoiding me long enough. You HAVE to listen to what I have to say."

He dragged me into his room before I could protest.

Taehyung's POV:

I was using the restroom in Jin hyung's room because Hobi hyung was using mine. Just as I was about to get out, I heard two very familiar voices from outside.

"What is it Jin hyung?! If it's about Taehyung then I don't need to hear it!" Nikki said.

"Yes you do! You've been putting aside this conversation for so long and you've misunderstood him for long enough!" 

"What are you saying?! Are you defending him after what he did?!" She shouted. "He didn't do anything Nikki!!! It was all a misunderstanding!" Jin hyung shouted back.

"How would you kno-"

"I WAS THERE!!!" Jin hyung yelled. "What do you mean you were there?" She asked, her voice slightly faltering.

"I was there the night it happened. Yes Jennie kissed him but against Taehyung's will. He immediately pushed her away and yelled at her and told her to never contact him again. Jimin only saw them kissing and took off before he saw the rest, which led to him misunderstanding, which led you into misunderstanding. And your health deteriorated every time we tried to talk about it, and you just weren't ready to listen to it afterward. Couldn't you have at least spared two minutes to listen to him? To hear him out?! Do you know how much he suffered? Scratch that, do you know how much he's suffering?! He says he doesn't love you anymore but I know for a fact that its not true! He still loves you Nikki! He still carries that pink shawl of yours everywhere and only drinks hot chocolate. He still has all the pictures you took together, and he still watches the stars because it reminds him of what you two used to do together. I'm pretty sure even you've been suffering and I know that even you love him still. Why are you doing this to yourself Nikki? Can-"

I had heard enough and I decided to step out from hiding. They both turned around in shock and Nikki was speechless. 

"Taehyung-ah! You were here all along?" Jin hyung asked, while Nikki shifted uncomfortably, with tears in her eyes.

"Why are you telling her all this Hyung? She doesn't want to know the truth right, so there's no point in forcing the truth down her throat..............."

I turned to Nikki, ".....I tried to tell you, so many times. But you just never cared to listen Nikki... and eventually, I thought, if you don't have the patience to even hear me out, and if you're so full of yourself that you couldn't even spare a few minutes to let me explain myself, then I guess it's better we go our separate ways." 

And before she could say anything, I left. Just like how she left before I could explain anything that day. 

Nikki's POV:

My mind was blank and racing with questions at the same time. What have I done?! I can't believe my ears... Taehyung didn't cheat on me? It was all just a misunderstanding?! I ruined our relationship because I was too stubborn to listen to him!

I cannot explain in words how stupid and foolish I felt at that time. How on earth am I supposed to face him again? I had the radio turned on in my room and it started playing Spring Day by BTS.

  If the flying snow is me

I couldReach you faster  

..........

  You know it all

You're my best friend

The morning will come again

 Because no darkness, no season

Can last forever  

You're right... no season can last forever. This bitterness between us can't last forever. I have to apologize, he'll forgive me. For sure. I know it... he has to! Please God....