I miss you when I can't get out of bed. I miss you when I eat breakfast. I miss you when I'm on my way to school. I miss you in every class. I miss you when I'm back home and when I'm too tired of living. I miss you when I'm going to sleep but I can't. I miss you when tears are dripping down my face at 4am. I miss you when I'm sad and I miss you when I'm happy. I miss you so hard that it hurts. You left me for a break. But you never talked to me again. You came back when a friend of you started talking to me.
And you left.
Again.
You never talked to me again. Okay, it's a hard time for you. I really understand. But so is it for me. You say that you love me. And that you left for my safety. But the other day you ignore me. I don't know what to believe anymore. I don't know who to trust anymore. But god damn I want you out of my mind. But I can't. You're stuck in there. I cross you in the hallways. You don't even give me a hello. Or an eye contact. I die. I really die, you know? I die from missing you. From having you constantly in my head, on my mind. So please, come back. And stay. Or say while you look in my eyes, that you don't need me anymore. And I will try to let you go. Because then there isn't a reason to have you on my mind. I will try to stop loving you. But you keep saying that you love me. That I don't need to wait on you. But that you would be sad that If I would be with someone else, but that it would be your fault. So what do you want? Please tell me... because if you don't, I keep dying with a broken heart. And I keep crying on the bathroom floor with you on my mind. So tell me, do you love me enough to stay?
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Some fucked up poetry
PoesíaI try to express my feelings and my life in some shitty poetry. Sometimes it helps to clear my mind. I know it's not so good but I thought it would be a good idea to keep it all together. well yea.. enjoy a moment in my messy mind and broken hear...
