I tried so many times to express myself
To explain myself
But it I always failed
Till I met you
And
Step by step
I knew I could trust you
So we talked
And talked
And you understood me
Better than I understand myself
We fell in love
I don't know how,
why you could love someone like me
But we fell in love
It seemed that you loved me
It seemed that you wanted me
But
I guess it was all an illusion
maybe you thought I was different..
Maybe I was an illusion for you
you one for me
And our love one for both of us
so you left
You left me alone
And never talked to me again
And never even looked at me again
I lost you
But I wanted you to stay in my mind
And I wanted you to come back
I fell
I fell in a black hole
Without you
And I fall more and more in love with you
I don't want to
But I can't help it
I miss you more and more everyday
I think oneday
I'm going to collaps
I'm going to explode
Because what can you do
When the only person who understands you
The only person that you trust
The only person you love
Is gone
Without any reason
Without any goodbye
and with pieces of you left in him
YOU ARE READING
Some fucked up poetry
PoetryI try to express my feelings and my life in some shitty poetry. Sometimes it helps to clear my mind. I know it's not so good but I thought it would be a good idea to keep it all together. well yea.. enjoy a moment in my messy mind and broken hear...
