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Justin's POV :

I went inside and sat on the sofa , the things she said to me . made me think that what I was doing was right or wrong .I mean I like selena but I care for maddie a lot .it's just hard to choose between them

"Babe"

I just stayed silent I wasn't in the mood to talk

"BABE " she said a little louder

I sighed and made my way to my room

"Yea "

"Are you sad about her leaving "

"Yea why"

"Why would you be sad about her leaving you wanted her to anyways didn't you say that you wanted her dead "

"Yea will that was a mistake "

I said thinking back to where I said that

"Why do you care about her anyways she's just a waste if space you even said it "

"But I didn't mean to "I said feeling the tears well up

"You know what I'm done one minute you want her to die the next you want her by your side "

She said getting mad

"Justin you either choose me or her cause I'm confused "

"Why are you doin this ,why now I like you but I care for her too "

"Yea will maybe a little to much then your supposed to "

She said

"Wanna know who I chose "

"Yes "

"I chose her "

"What "

"I said I chose her "

"Go ahead I don't care just don't come back to me saying you want me back "

She said grabbing her things and leaving

Now I'm on a mission to find the person that I need

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MADDIES POV :

After I left the house and started to walk it was getting dark fast

And you don't know what can be at night

I was walking when I heard a car pull up and roll the window

"Get inside "

"No "

"Don't make things complicated "

"It's already complicated "

"Maddie get in the dame car "

"Justin go fuck yourself for real like what do you want "

"You"

"Excuse me " I said chocking on my own silva

"I said I want you "

He got annoyed

"To bad you can't "

"Who said "

"I did "

He smirked and parked the car and came out

I started to run

But he was way faster then me

"Get back here "

I ran and ran until he caught up to me

"Now let's get in the car "

"Whatever "

I'm not in the mood to fight I just want to sleep

Once we got in the car he turned to me

"You have to listen to me what I said back there I didn't mean it ,it was a mistake "

"No the only mistake was me forgiving you ,like you were gonna change "

He stayed silent he kept on Lookin at me he opened he's mouth but nothin came out he just started the car

That's what I thought he didn't even protest ,he hurt me enough when he bullied

Flash Back *

I was walking to school just like everyday

I was walking minding my own business

Tell I got pushed to the wall

"Hey shit face " he said

"Yes justin "

He laughed and he's crew laughed with him

"Wanna know a secret " he said getting awfully close to my face

"No " I said fearfully

"To bad " he pushed me down and punched me and kicked me until I was numb

But I didn't tell him to stop I just silently cried

I felt myself getting dizzy from the lost of blood but I didn't care I wanted to die anyways

He got up and looked at me up and down

"You worthless piece of shit "

I let the year roll down my face and fell in to the darkness

Flash back over *

I felt a tear roll down my face

I kept on thinking why he did that

By the time I knew it we were at the house well his house

"Let's go "

"I'm not a dog you know I can walk myself "

"Not taking any chances "

I looked away and felt my eyes well up

The thought that I thought over and over again was

Why me

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Justin's POV

We got out of the car

While I was carrying her I felt my shoulder get wet

"Are you crying "

She didn't answer

"Plz answer me "

She looked down then up at me

" yea I'm crying "

"Why"

"Cause when your minds a storm and it's raining you got to let the water go some how ,but the water coming from my eyes are Sorrow and painful the pain that can eat you alive if your not careful "

"I-

"You start to cry when you look back in your past and see nothing but pain the memories that were supposed to be happy were sad that kind that made you want to hide but I couldn't hide so I was hit "

I stayed silent this time we went in and I put her on the couch

And she knocked out cold

"If only you knew how sorry I was but you won't believe me now caused you've been hurt to many times but I'm the one that hurt you that's what haunts me the most that I caused you to be this broken and lost "

I said and fell asleep

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In the next chapter there's some secrets that you didn't know about maddie

But you will find out.

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