Bipolar

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MADDIE's POV

I woke up with a huge headache I looked around the place that I was in and it looked like Justin's house why do I always end up In His house

I heard a groan and I looked behind me it was Justin

"Hey "

He said all sleepy

" Hey" I said not looking at him "

"Sooooo "he said sensing the the awkwardness in the air

"I'm hungry can you make me something to eat " I said randomly.

"Yea "he said sounding annoyed he started mumbling things under his breath

"What was that I can't hear you "

"Nothing "he said sending me a glare

That's what I thought I said in the back of my mind

After breakfast I sat in the living room by myself

"Maddie"i heard a voice upstairs

"Justin did you call me "

"Yea can we talk for a minute "

I went upstairs

"What do you want " I said not wanting to talk to him

"Look I just want to say I'm sorry for ever hurting you okay whatever I did was a mistake I never meant any of that "

"No forgiving was a mistake like I knew that I should have never forgave you but I was so stupid to listen "

"Would you just listen im sorry I really am if I could do anything that can make up for it I would do it "he said looking at me dead in the eye

I looked away I thought over and over again what of he hurts me ten times harder than he did before what am Going to do

But then he can be my best friend

I'll just take a risk

" I forgive you "

He smiled and hugged me which caught me by surprise

"Wanna go to the beach "

"Yea " it did sound like fun I mean cute guys you never know 😈

When we arrived at the beach there were people everywhere

Like i mean it was packed

"Will lets go find a spot " Justin said

"I guess if there is one "

We settled down then all of a sudden a girl comes

"Umm is this spot taken "

Right away justin answers

"No but now it is "

"But I'm sitting here "I said getting pissed

"Not anymore now move your fatass "

I just got up

"Fuck you justin I even thought that you actually mean that you were srry but now I know you really aren't why say srry if you know it's gonna happen again you treating me like shit I think you'll save both of us some time of you just like stay away from me go back to your old ways it's better "

I walked away leaving him speechless once

More

"Maddie "he yelled for me

Not this time I'm not gonna listen to his shitty lies

I felt someone grab my wrist and spin me around then I felt a hand to my cheek

I looked up to see a shocked looking justin then it hit me he hit me

I felt my eyes get watery

"Look ma-

I put my hand up

"Don't say your sorry "I said through gritted teeth

"Don't say that what you did was a mistake cause I heard that before I'm not suprised "

I turned around and walked away I felt the tears that I was holding roll down my cheek I held my cheek the one that he Slaped nd whispers to myself

"I thought that you actually meant it when you said you were sorry "

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Justin's pov

I never thought I would hit her again I just finish saying sorry to her

When she looked at me I could see the pain the pain that I didn't know that I caused

I need to look for her even if she dosent want to see me I need I make things right

I got in my car and drive down the same rode she was walking

3 hrs past no sign of her what if she killed herself what is she got raped all these negative thoughts popped In my head the. I remembered the park she used to go to when she was upset

I went there and u saw her sitting down with her head In hands she picked her head up and her eyes were swollen and red

She looked to a sky and shook her head

She got up and was about to leave when I called her name

"Maddie "

She stopped dead Im Her tracks she turned around slowly

"What "she said just below a whisper

"Can I talk to you "

"Yea sure whatever " she went to a bench and say down

" Just want to say hat I'm sorry I didn't know what I was found what came over me "I said looking at her

"Okay "

"Okay "

"Yea cuz I know that you don't mean it so I said okay doesn't nesscerlay mean I forgive you I just know that the word sorry means nothing to you "

I stayed silent cuz I know she was right

"There was this moment were I actually thought that you meant that you were srry "

"Justin just take me home I'm tired "

"I can't "

"Why "

"I just can't "I said getting annoyed

"Then let's go home cuz I'm tired of this bullshit and maybe i won't have to wake up next morning "

We went inside my car and drove home

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