Broken ( justinbieber love story )

The truth

MADDIE's POV

We still haven't reached Justin's house I mean it wasn't that far I kept on looking out the window still thinking on who might he have feelings for I'm desperate on findin out but I know he'll never tell me I mean he liked selena the towns slut ( ain't got no problems with her I actually love her ) he'll probably go for a girl way worst than selena

"Were here" he said sounding tired

I looked to see his house right there I opened the door and walked to the porch and waited for justin there I saw him get out slowly I felt bad I mean I dragged him in this problem in the first place I saw coming closer I just stayed out he looked up at me and smile I smiled back I didn't know what to do he went up the stairs of the porch and opened the door I walked and went to the living room he walked in and sat on the opposite said of me it was awkward really awkward I cleared my throat

"Justin "I said nervous

"Yea "he said not looking up

"I just wanted to say sorry "I said looking at my hands

"Why would you say sorry "he said confused

"Cause I dragged you in this ,this was my fight and I dragged you In it I feel so bad I'm dragging you down with me and I don't want to do that I mean you have a long way to go and I'm only bringing you down your starting to cut yourself with my broken mirror "I said just above a whisper

He stayed silent I looked up to see him already looking

"I don't get what your trying to say "he said

"That the pain that I'm feeling your starting to feel it to you "I said looking at him straight in the eye

He stayed silent once more

"Maddie ima tell you the truth "he said looking at me

"You know the girl that I was talking about in the car "he said

"Selena "I questioned

"No the girl the one I said the I had feelings for "he said

"Oh yea "I said feeling my heartbreaking

"Will that girl is you " he said looking at me with loving eyes

"That co- WAIT WHAT "I said panicking

"That the girl I like is you "he said calmly

I shook my head

"No you can't like me no one can " I said feeling my eyes welling up

He got fast and went by my side I felt his hand at my cheek

"Hey hey what's wrong "

"you cant like me " I said crying

"Why not "he said

"You even self yourself I'm not a girl someone would love I'm not the girl okay I have scars on my wrist I starve myself I've been raped I've been called slut so many times when in reality I've haven't had sex with anybody begin fucking judged by the whole fucking world feeling like your by yourself having trust issues begin insecure having to be depressed all the time watching everybody else have a good time were I just wished that I'll just have someone to love me "I said yelling

He looked takin back but he just hugged me I lashed about I was squirming Tryin to get out of his arms but he had a strong hold

"LET ME GO" I yelled with the tears streaming

I've never been so fragile before the pain hurts so much but it's not like I'm used to it

"Let me go "I said in a whisper

He looked at me and I saw that a tear sled down his cheek

I hiccuped

I heard how whisper to himself

"I didn't know she was this broken "

"No one knows cause they don't bothers to say3 fucken simple words are you okay "I said harshly

I felt tired of everything

My life

My feelings

Of begin worthless

The world

That I live in

"I'm so tired "I said to myself

"Why "he said

Oh I forgot he was here

"Will once you start to feel worthless the feeling never goes away one minute it's there the next it's not but when it comes back it comes

Back ten times harder and it'll keep coming back until the day I die "I said truthfully

I turned around to see him crying silently my eyes were red from crying so much but now I feel numb

"It hurts right when you hold in your tears and you cry silently the back of your throat burns "I said looking at the wall blankly

I felt arms wrap around me I felt I tear slip it's been a long time since I felt loved

"Jusin "I said my voice almost cracking

He looked my way

"Hug me "I said completely braking down again

I felt him hug me I grabbed his shirt and pulled him close as possible and cried and cried I let my feelings out the ones that it hold in for a long time

I felt my chin been grabbed and left up and it was justin he looked at me and leaned in I leaned in

I felt his lips on mine he released I sighed

"I love you "he said

I nodded my head afraid to say the word

"I love you to " I said

He smiled and kissed me again

I just hope he dosent hurt me

"Maddie " he said against my lips

"Yea "I said wanting him to kiss me again

"Plz be mine " he said sounding desperate

"Yes

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Was it good

Anyways like I said ima put a quote

And this one is for belieber I know they really love Justin so much but they think they'll never have a chance with him that seeing him with other girl brakes there heart anyways here it goes

I know I'm never gonna be the girl you give sweet kisses to

I know I'm never gonna be the girl you say I love you to

I know I'm never gonna be the girl you say will you be mine

I know I'm never gonna be the girl waking u next to you I'm the morning

I know I'm never gonna be the girl you say I do

Was it good I was crying when I wrote this one cause deep inside my heart I know it's true 😥😭😭😭😭