Promise

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MADDIE's POV :

I let the feeling I held in for so long

The feeling if begin worthless

The pain of not begin loved

The pressure of begin perfect

I tried to silent my cries but it didn't work I grabbed a fistful of Justin's shirt and screamed and cried he just held me tightly

"WHY ME " I screamed in Justin's chest

I heard crying I looked up and saw him completely brake down still holding me

I shook my head and took him to the couch pushing my pain away I looked at him

"What's wrong " I said drying my eyes Holding back the tears dreading to be let out

"I- I did this to you I'm the reason why your hurt " he said crying

I shook my head

"No this is life it's not your fault I'll get over it i push it away like I always do remember you always pushed me to the ground kicked me ,punched me , knocked the air out of me I never stayed on the ground just for a little while cause it seemed Nice to fall to the ground and not feel a thing . but you don't always wanna feel like that . you wanna feel loved " I said remembering the memories

"Fell that " I said grabbing his hand and putting it in my heart

" That's means I'm living the purpose to live " I said holding his hand

"Your not the only one that hurt me , people are out there worst than you and I've been hit by them and I'm still here I'm not going anywhere " I said to him and also to myself

It's hard I'll tell you but giving up was not and option right now Justin needed me weather he showed it or not I can see it god will never give you something you can't handle

He looked at me and smiled

"I still can't understand that you push away your feelings just to make another person feel better " he said looking at me like I was an angel

I shrugged

"No one understands anything in this world . happiness ,sadness , depression , love , hate , lonely there all just things we know an instinct to the human body " I said chocking my tears

"I love you I really do , your strong that even though I've hurt you so many times you never leave "he said

"God never left us even when we sinned so many times , cause he loves us that much ,so why do that to each other " I said letting the tear fall down

We looked at each other we both got up and kissed each other I felt my cheeks get wet by mine and his tears

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Justin's POV :

I saw a tear fall down her face , we both got up and walk towards each other I leaned in and so did she once I felt her lips in mine I let the tears fall

My cheeks were getting wet with my tears an hers we pulled apart and hugged

"I love you so much " I said closing my eyes

" What took you so long to realize " she said

" When I saw another man kiss you "I said honestly

She laughed " I love you too "

I felt relived

"Let's go to bed it's been along day "she said looking at me

I nodded we never let of each other

We both layed in the bed

"I love you " we both said at the same time

I heard her small snores she really was tired I mean I would to if I was in her position

I looked at her and said " I love you I really mean it " I said feeling the darkness take me

I hugged her and pulled her more to me

"Goodnight "

"Goodnight " she said sleeply

I smiled

I felt her scoot more close to me

I hugged her

"I'm never going anywhere "

"That's what my dad said now look where he is anywhere but with me " she said

" I promise "

"You promise " she said now looking at me

I smiled "yes "

"Now let's go to sleep "

She nodded and in no time we both were fast asleep

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You let her go cause you wanted her to be happy , but she was happy with you

I was stuck with this pain , the kind of pain that can eat you alive if your not careful

Dry those tears from your eyes and everything would be alright

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