My Lost Love

We're Done!

Justin's POV:

The girls came by last night telling us that they were going back on tour and TRIED to get me to go along. I have many other things to do and that's planning Derek and I's wedding. We have alot to do because we want to get married on Valentine's day since it's the most romantic time of year we think. We've been searching up everything we would want on our wedding day and tallied up the price at the end which was reat expensive but worth spending on.

" That's too much money we have to cut somethings out " Derek said

" No we don't babe we can afford it , afterall after we get married our bank accounts go together so therefore we really aren't losing anything. " He glared at me

" Justin I have a sister to raise and I can't do that if we have no money " I sighed

" Babe it's ok I got all of this after all I want to show you that I love you not only sexually and physically but in a spoiled way aswell " He looked down

" No Justin and that's final " Derek started to walk into the room

"No Derek we have enough money , I have so much money that I don't even know what to do with it. But at the same time I want to use it wisely and for great things and this is one of them" I walked after him

" Justin......the answer is no " He closed the door

Derek's POV:

I really don't want Justin spending all of his money on me really. It may seem like i'm being stupid for not letting him but it's just that I don't like that feeling for some reason then feel guilty about it afterwards. Yes our love for each other is strong but the one thing I don't want Justin to do is spoil me , or suprise me because I hate that too. When I laid down on the bed for a little bit someone started to knock on the door.I opened the door of the room and answered the door to a swarm of paparazzi.

" Derek or Justin? " I was blinded by the lights not knowing where Justin went

" Derek " One of the reporters started asking questions

" Did you know that Justin is cheating on you? We have proof right here " They showed me a picture on their phones and I got pissed

" No I did not but thanks for telling me that " I grabbed the phone then sent the picture to my cell then deleted my number off it. " Thanks for telling me, then I shut the door

" Hey baby " Justin kissed my neck as he wrapped a towel around his waist coming out of the bathroom.

" Don't hey baby me " I raised my voice

" Ok? What's wrong something happen?" Justin placed his arm around me , I forcefully removed his arm showing him the picture

" Explain this?! " I shouted not holding back my anger

Justin's eyes widened " I didn't cheat Derek don't think I did please you know that I would never cheat on you please Derek babe " Tears slipped my eyes

" No there's proof right fucking here Justin , you're a cheater and heartbreaker " Justin looked down " I want you to leave , we're done , finished" He began to cry

" Babe please I didn't cheat on you , you can look at my messages on my phone , and kik the only messaging things I have. I never erase my messages anymore ever since we started dating just to prove myself incase you thought that I would cheat on you baby please don't leave me" Justin cried harder

" I can't believe you would do something like this to me Justin. You would cheat on me after all we've been through together. Why? " Hot tears came streaming down my face yelling at Justin

" But baby I didn't " Justin started to tighten his grip on my leg

" Leave Justin I don't want to marry a cheater or talk to it anymore. I hate you. " I walked in the room , packed his stuff , then pushed him out of the door with his things , slamming the door behind pissed off

" Derek babe answer I didn't cheat baby please " He banged on my door

" Fuck off Justin! " I shouted through the door, he stopped.

Why would he do that to me?

Justin's POV:

Why won't Derek believe me? I really love him and swear to never cheat. He's the one I love forever and only but now I have nobody or nothing. My heart can't take the pain knowing that he's no longer mine, DEREK BABY COME BACK TO ME!!! As I opened the door to my apartment I put boxers on and went straight to the bathroom. My face was a mess , it felt hot , dried tears with new ones still falling , and baggy eyes. I rinsed my face trying to forget about our break up but it just didn't happen. I'm emotionally unstable at this point , I laid on my bed while I watched a bunch of videos Derek and I used to take together when we hyper or having some type of fun together. The one where we made pizza is my favorite because we ended up slapping eachother with dough and flower. Haha those were great times , we even made our own name for pizza. It's called Caliente it's weird and random I know but we just finished watching a commercial that said that word so we figure why not? Ahhh I can't withstand the thought of not having Derek in my arms right now it's unbearable why? Because he's " My Lost Love "