My Lost Love

You Shouldn't Of

Justin's POV:

When I left Derek at the apartment he looked quite upset. I didn't mean to make him upset but what i'n trying to do is meant to be done. Anyways i'm making it up by the plan i've had planned out for a while now meaning a few weeks since today. With Kylies help is even better because it will show Derek that I love him. Yes we are supposed to be taking it slow but if Derek and I do It will feel like to me like it's non-ending.

" Is everything set Justin? " I asked

" Yes now they're supposed to be coming " I said nervously but it's the right thing to do

" Now are you sure you want to do this Justin? " I nodded

" Yes Kylie it's the only way i'll be able to show your brother I really care and love him with all my heart" I said softly thinking about Derek and I

" Alright but you may lose alot " I shrugged

" And that's ok because I have you and Derek that's all I need in my life , I don't care if I lose them or not " I winked

" I love you Justin " Kylie gave me a hug

I returned the hug " I love you Kylie , now let's go get Derek they're showing up now " Kylie jumped up and down in excitement

Derek's POV:

I'm dying of bordem where are they? They've been gone for four hours now and i'm really getting lonely , this has been the longest without Justin and I can't bear it.

" Ooooo Derek " Justin sang

I ran to him " Baby " I squeezed him tightly

" Aww someone miss me? " Mumbles came out of my mouth

" Yes I did " Justin kissed my forehead

" We have a surprise for you come on" Justin grabbed my hand and drove off in the car

" Justin babe there's alot of people here what's going on? " I asked nervously

" You're about to see " Kylie giggled

Justin's POV:

Derek , Kylie , and I just got out of the car and in the tour bus. We all sat down and I explained everything to Derek , even though what I explained isn't going to happen he's still about to see.

" I'll be right back ok but I want you to watch me though I'll feel better on stage with you standing right here " I placed Derek by the stage by the stairs

" Ok now what? " He asked

" Stay here and enjoy the show that's all ok? " Derek nodded , then I went up on the stage grabbing the microphone.

" Hey everyone um I know you all were expecting a show but that's not really what's happening. Sorry in advanced if I'm wasting or did waste your time but um I couldn't keep this in anylonger " I looked at Derek quickly and nervously

" Justin what are you talking about? " A reporter asked

" Is there something that you're hiding from us? " Another one asked and I answered

" Yes quite a few things too , for the past couple of months i've been out of work and not with my beliebers. During that time period i've fallen deeply in love with someone , it's not a girl it's a guy " They gasped " Yes i'm gay alright and after this I don't care what I lose as long as i'm with him and his younger sister. "

I walked over to Derek and pulled him on stage with me he looked at me with great fear in his eyes. I grabbed Derek's hand and began to talk again.

" Derek I love you nothing's going to change that baby. You're my world , you and Kylie mean more then the world to me. Yes you may think i'm giving everything up and yeah I maybe but I don't care because I have you and Kylie but the best part about it is that I'll always have you in my headt and arms for you to stay. We may be different from each other but we seem not to care because we know each other for who we are and not what we look like. I wake up everyday now with an immeadiate smile on my face because I know that you're mine. We maybe young and I know that we just met a few months ago but I can't go another day just being your boyfriend" I said sternly reaching my hand in my tux pocket and kneeling on one knee looking eye to eye with Derek " Derek Drew Mallette Will You Marry Me?" I asked smiling.

" I-I don't know what to um say " Derek choked on tears

Come On Baby Come On Derek

" Yes Baby I'll Marry You " I put the ring on his finger and kissed him passionately

I'm glad Derek said yes actually more then glad that he said yes. The paparazzi and everyone seemed fine with it fans were crying saying that we were cute and all that. Now that Derek and I are engaged i'm not going back to work for a while instead i'm going try to help Derek with the auto shop because i've wanted to do that since I was younger and now I have the chance hopefully.