My Lost Love

BabyBoy?

Justin's POV:

It's been two whole weeks since Derek and I haven't been together. I haven't answered calls , text , tweets , kiks , or anything......Nothing!! I'm a complete mess all I do is lay in bed and stuff my face in with Derek's favorite ice cream, its vanilla with chocolate syrup mixed. It's so good just like Derek , but Derek's infinity times better!! I cry myself to sleep every night now , along with writing songs all about Derek , my feels and emotions for him. The thing that bothers me the most is he didn't believe me after all we've been through. Scooter's tried getting me out of my room along with my mom and Kenny. They've opened the blinds and I immeadiately fell on the floor since it was bright outside and because I lay in the dark there's no reason to live in sunlight if there's no Derek! They say that they're starting to really worry about me but really? People worry about me? No there's nothing to worry about i'm perfectly fine and not completely heartbroken at all!!!

Pattie's POV:

I'm starting to worry about my baby son he's really depressed about the break up him and Derek had two weeks ago. If only there was something besides having Derek , could cheer him up but we tried everything and nothing worked no matter how hard we tried. Justin's vulnerable when it comes to something that he deeply cares about and I don't think anything is going to change the funk he's in now. Even the Beliebers are wondering where their Justin is , well girls and possibly guys he's in his apartment pleading the 5th to come out.

Derek's POV:

I've done nothing but work my ass off in the shop, it's basically the only thing I could do right now to keep my mind off of that fucking cheater. Still I can't believe that he would do such a thing to me after everything....Fuck U Justin!!!

" Hey Derek " Justin's former possy Za walked in

" What do you want? " I threw the rag over my shoulder

" Do you know how to tell from a photoshop picture to a real one? " I nodded leaning againt the wall

" Yes I do why are you asking this nieve question? " He walked up to me

" That photo Justin kissing Harry is a fake and photoshopped " My eyes busted open.

" WHAT??" I shouted in disbelief

" Yeah i'm surprised that you would believe a stupid photoshopped picture over you're own Fianceé. " My fist clenched together in anger , punching him across the cheek , running back to the building complex to Justin's apartment.

I banged on his door shouting his name " Justin open this door I know you're in here it's me Derek please answer" I heard noise from behind the door. " Babe i'm sorry I didn't believe you I don't know what I was thinking infact , I wasn't thinking at all I just assumed worse. Look our relationship is the number one thing that is not worth losing everything else is but not this Justin please answer baby I love you. I'll even show you that I love you with all my heart if you want me to , if that will get you to open this door and be mine again.......Ok I get it I don't deserve you after all the pain I've caused for you , I'll just leave " I began to walk away I felt something swing me around....Justin, he kissed me.

" I've been waiting for you to come back here , I missed you and wanted to be with you badly but you weren't here for me or with me at all babe. I loved you then and still do and want to be everything with you. My love for you is non ending but how could that be when we're not together huh? " Justin sniffled up his nose

" Take me back, be mine again baby, I didn't mean what I said about not wanting to marry you of course I want to marry you it's a commitment i've promised and agreed to do no matter what and i'm willing to stick with it as long as you take me back , or die trying. Please babe i've even got your name tattooed on my chest right where my heart is when I left you because I still loved you and still needed to feel like you were here. " He nodded

" I'll only get back with you on one condition understood? " I nodded

" Anything baby tell me and i'll do or allow whatever " Justin smirked

" Let me pay for the wedding that's atleast three weeks from now or less "

" Yes baby I'll let you I just miss you so much and i'm sorry baby I really am. I guess the media got to me along with my emotions that I couldn't help but just think that you would cheat. I'm sorry forgive me baby? " Justin smiled then kissed me passionately

" Of course " Justin pulled me inside removing my shirt , laying me down on his couch.

-------I've got my baby boy again-------