My Lost Love

Dinner

Derek's POV:

I still can't believe that Justin did that for me , it was really swee but I feel like he shouldn't of. Whatever i'm just gonna enjoy the moment and go along with if because I love Justin more then I can imagine. He's like my teddy bear when I need him , my savior when I don't feel well , and my lover when we have sex. Talking about sex I still can't get over that night it was special.

" Derek snap out of it baby " Justin snapped his fingers " You alright? " He asked concerned

" Yeah i'm perfectly fine just thinking about somethings that's all " I quickly said shaking

" Derek you don't seem ok "

I really don't feel ok not medically but mentally

" No trust me i'm fine " The door bell rang

" I'm going to get the door we aren't done talking about this " I nodded

Justin's POV:

Derek didn't seem right to me , he may of said that he is but he isn't and I know that for so many facts.

1) He shakes when he thinks too much

2) Stutters with words when more questions are asked

3) Changes the subject

And there's a whole lot more reasons , but what could be bothering him? Ever since I said my mom was coming over in an hour he's been acting awfully weird like as if he don't want to meet her at all.

" Hey mom " I answered the door

" Hey son " She hugged me

" Ready for dinner I made it myself? " Mom gasped

" Well look at you cooking you didn't burn anything did you? " I chuckled

" No mom if I did I'd be home with you by now haha " She nodded

" Where's your fianceé? " Hopefully Derek's ok

" Derek! " I yelled but no answer " I'm gonna go get him be right back " I ran off to find him " Babe what's wrong?" He stuttered

" N-N-Nothing B-Babe " He walked over and put his head on my shoulder

" Derek you can tell me anything i'm here for you babe " He looked at me

" No atleast not now " I nodded

" Ok baby " I played with his hair pecking his lips " I love you "

" I love you too baby " He smiled

" Now my mom's wanting to meet you come on " Derek nodded slowly but surely

" I got him " I held his hand walking out of the room

" Hi Derek i'm Pattie , Justin's mom " Mom offered a handshake

Derek gladly took it " Hi " He smiled weekly

Derek's POV:

Meetinf Justin's mother was nice and all but it made me miss my own mother so very much. I haven't told Justin about her because I don't feel comfortable with the idea of telling him yet because I don't know how it would go atleast in a calm way.Justin locked the door and grabbed my hand and walked into the bedroom closing over the door.

" Tell me baby what was and is wrong?" Justin asked in a sympathetic voice

I broke down in tears " My mom Justin"

" What about your mom? " Justin immeadiately came to comfort me

" She's dead Justin " Justin squeezed me tightly whispering to me

" Baby it's ok don't be upset i'm so sorry this happened to you " Besides me who was crying I heard sobbing

" Why are you upset? " I croaked

" Because baby you love her alot and to see you go through this breaks my heart as much as it breaks yours " Justin wiped my tears as I wiped his

" Thanks Justin " He smiled

" Anytime baby if you don't mind me asking what happened?" Justin softly asked

" She died of a brain tumor , the day she had died um there was surgery scheduled , I didn't stay because I got really upset and took Kylie along because she was still a newborn. So then my dad told me this but it was weird because when I got hom her stuff was already gone and all it's really shady but it's true that she's dead because of the epitaph on her tombstone " I sniffled

" Aww baby i'm really sorry this has effected you so much if there's anything tell me " I croaked

" Ok I will but right now I just want to catch some shut eye " Justin walked me over to the bed and stripped us both naked.

Yes when Kylie isn't here we sleep naked together

" Night baby " Justin kissed me snuggling me onto him

" Night babe " I returned the kiss then fell asleep