Reunited

Henna

Me: so yaz there's a question for you from one of my readers!

Yasmine: ok let's hear it! 😝😝.

Me: Ok so harris_jj says ahem. 'Ask yasmine what is holding her back from being with Harris? I know there was arguments but you and Harris both got over that and what about the good things that's happened!! (P.s make sure you get back together)

Yasmine: well first of all thanks for the question it means a lot to Neha. And I mean the thing holding me back? Well first off I know couples fight, it's normal that's not what's holding me back though. What's holding me back is what he said...he said he doesn't love me nor does he care about me or our relationship. So that's what's holding me back.

Me: this bish😑

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1 month later

Rukhsar and mikaals nikkah was in two days! I'm soooo excited all is girls and women went shopping! We were at the mall picking out a dress for Rukhsar since today was the Mehandi (it's like a party where the girls gather and put on henna and sing songs all that jazz) since it was a Pakistani wedding we were doing a mehandi.

"Ok so in mehandis the dress code is yellow, green, or orange. So pick out something that's either colors." Ami said.

Us girls helped her pick out a few stuff to wear she came out wearing one that was green and she frowned.

"Haha what's the difference between rukhsar and one of those green recycling bins? NOTHING."kainat laughed us girls snickered while her mom scolded her.

"I know this color is absolutely horrendous it's like a vomit green!" Rukhsar frowned, suddenly one caught my eye. I got up and picked out her size.

"Try it on go no questions." I said and she took it and went back to the changing room.

We waited a few seconds and she came out wearing the dress I picked out she looked AMAZING!!

"This is it! You really know how to shop for wedding dresses huh?" Rukhsar gasped

"Yeah you won't be needing our help for your wedding." My mom chuckled. My wedding....I use to be excited about that, but now I'm not so sure. There's only one person I can see my life with. Harris. I can't see myself having kids with, or marrying anyone else but Harris. But its complicated.

"Uh yeah...my wedding." I sighed.

"What's wrong?" Ummy asked.

"Nothing." I lied smiling at her.

"Its about Harris, we keep telling her talk to him." Fatima said I glared at her and she smiled.

"He loves you." My mom said I sighed.

"I-look at the time we better get going." I changed the subject, the girls and I had already picked out our clothes too.

Everyone looked at each other sadly and then we left.

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"RUKHSAR HURRY UP!" I called.

The Mehandi I was going to be in my backyard since it was pretty big. We had decorated it with lights it was beautiful there was this like chair for Rukhsar. The men were all going to be in the kitchen and the teenage boys in the living room or kitchen as well.

I helped my sister with her makeup I put lipgloss on her and some Kajal. I kept it really simple since that's how mehandis are.

"Come on the girls will be here soon." I said and we went downstairs to my back yard, where she sat down in the swing thingy that my mother had gotten for our backyard, just for fun since rukhsar her and I love swings.