Hey baby, it's me. Your "little shit". I'm not sure what to do now that you're gone so I figured I'd try talking to you. Even if you don't respond at least I will feel as if I can talk to you. Yesterday was the funeral. Baby I miss you. I miss your smile, that didn't look like you yesterday baby. I wish that I could tell you how much I really want to see you. I love you baby, I love you so much and I hope that man rots in hell for what he did. Not because you want him to or because I need someone to blame, I don't need anyone to blame because he already is to blame. He decided to do what he did and for that he deserves the worst punishment. Because. He took you away from me.
I'm sorry baby, I know you would want me to be strong but it's hard to live without you. Sometimes I think I see you, you know that? You are the best thing that ever happened to me and to hell if I'm going to let that go. I'm not going to let you go, don't ask me to. It's worthless. I suppose if we had ended on bad terms this would be worse but who knows? I can't imagine it being any worse so. I'm not sure. I do love you to death baby girl, I look forward to seeing you again someday. I'll keep every thing of yours to remind myself of beautiful you.
Love forever, Blake.
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without you.
RandomI stood there. Watching from a distance as everyone mourned her. I felt like I was nothing more than a ghost of who I was before her, she isn't here anymore and that's all I know. She's not coming back. It's so crazy to think, the I love you I spok...
