I can't stop loving you. I can't. Everyone wants me to. I went out with my brother and his friends last night and girls were all over me and them but I can't. I won't. I love you. And only you. You're all I can think of, every day I thing I won't be able to miss you anymore than I do right now. You're incredible. Phenomenal. Beautiful and great in every way. I love you. I love you to the moon. I love you with the stars. You're perfect. I love you. I can't say it enough baby I love you. I miss you please baby help me I can't breathe without you. It fucking hurts. I don't know what I'm doing without you baby what am I supposed to do I'm going Fucking nuts trying to keep going without you. They want me to talk at your trial but how am I supposed to look your father in the face and not want to sock him for what he did to you? I can't handle that baby. Maybe I will though, maybe I will. He deserves everything he gets for what he did to you and your mom and I hate him. I hate him more and more every second you're not here. I want you with me but baby what am I supposed to do? I miss you. I miss you so much baby. I think I will go to the trial. I want him to get what's coming for him, I'm sorry for what I have to do tomorrow baby but it's what needs to be done. I love you and I hope you will forgive me for this. But I can't handle being without you and he deserves to be punished. I miss you, I miss your smile and your laugh and the way your eyes squint and the shine in them. I can't handle this feeling. I love you so much. Ok? I love you.
Love forever,
Blake.
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without you.
RandomI stood there. Watching from a distance as everyone mourned her. I felt like I was nothing more than a ghost of who I was before her, she isn't here anymore and that's all I know. She's not coming back. It's so crazy to think, the I love you I spok...
