Victim

Victim { Part 2 }

  I went to my next class and sat down. I looked around to see if he had came back from the nurse but their was no sign of him.
He just sat there in silence, not knowing what to think. His mother would be so ashamed of him if she found out about this.
I continued working on my stuff until the bell had rung a second time, he still wasn't here. I got my stuff and went to my locker as I got ready to leave.
It was time to go home and jungkook needed to speak to her. He saw her and ran to her. "I saw your arms.." He said quietly. "D-...did-... You cut because of me?"
"Leave me alone and since when do you care," I said and got teary eyed. I got my bag and started to walk the other way to go home.
He sighed and followed her. "Please. I-" he stopped when he realised he didn't have a good answer. "Look I'm really sorry. You don't have to forgive me just know I'm sorry"
I sighed and continued walking home. I went into my bathroom and did it again so I wouldn't cry like yesterday. I found some pills in the bottom of the cabinet and read the label to see what they were.
Jungkook had managed to get her number from someone. 'Hi, it's jungkook. Phone me please. I really need to talk to you. Please' he texted her hopefully.
I continued to cry even when I called him. "What do you want from me, I don't understand," I cried into the phone and sat on the ground.
He made an upset face as he heard her crying. "I'm really really sorry. Can I come over? Please? I know I'm an awful person but please just let me come to you"
"Why so you can hurt me more?" I sobbed and put it on speaker so I didn't have to hold it as my arms were weak from what I did. "I'm not letting you hurt me anymore, I'll be gone soon so it won't matter anyways," I said and opened the bottle.
"What?" He said confusedly and ran to her house, not putting down the phone. He knew where she lives and the front door was unlocked. He rushed through the house and found her. He saw the pills and took them away from her.
"Give it back!" I sobbed and stood to reach for it. "Once I'm gone it won't matter, you'll finally be happy and stop bullying everyone. Just. Give. It. Back."
He hugged her gently as she sobbed and put the pills far out of her reach on top of one of her shelves. "Shh" he said quietly to try and calm her.
"Why me," I cried and fell to my knees as I cried. I covered my face and cried harder. "Get out of my house, I don't want you here."
"Alright, but I need to call your parents" he said as he took the blade and the pills downstairs and talked to her parents on the house phone.
"No!" I yelled and threw the phone on the ground. "They will take me and lock me in my room, I can't I won't. Just get out!" I shouted and shakily pointed to the door.
"I can't leave you like this. Please try and calm down" he said and hugged her again, trying desperately to try and calm her.
"Don't touch me,"I sniffled and pushed him off. "Just because you took away the things I was using doesn't mean I forgive you."
"I know I just don't want you to hurt yourself because of me. I'm sorry. I'll go now as that's what you want" he sighed and went to leave.