Victim

Victim { Part 5 }

He went with her silently. He was a little upset that she didn't care about what would have happened to him if she had died, but why should she care? He was only a worthless bully.

I huffed and laid on my stomach with my face into the cushions of the couch. "I'm out of pills now so you don't have to stay here anymore," I sniffled into the cushions.

"I don't want to leave you like this, especially as it is my fault" he pleaded.

"You've never cared about me before so why do you care now," i said as I got off the couch and went into my room. I sat at my desk and did some homework as I didn't want to talk to him.

He sighed and Got up. He realized he was only causing her more pain and just didn't want to be around anymore. He subtly picked up her razor as he walked out of her house and went back to his.

I heard him leave and hugged my knees to my chest. I knew he was going to tell everyone at school and I would get bullied even worse tomorrow. I got on my jacket and went outside for a walk.

Jungkook went home and used the blade on himself, feeling so awfully guilty and disgusted with himself. He deserved to die. He deserved to bleed to death slowly, he told himself.

I had his hat in my pocket where he had left it at my house. I walked to the biggest house on the block, knowing it was his. I went up to the door and knocked.

He heard the door being knocked on but didn't move as he was too weak. He just let himself bleed out as he was too weak to get up and get a towel anyway.

I sighed and opened the door. "Jungkook?" I called through the house until I heard crying. I went into the bathroom and looked at him. "Why?!" I cried and put my jacket around his arms.

He didn't say anything as he cried silently. He weakly tried to pull his arms away so he could bleed out.

"Stop it!" I shouted and shakily put my jacket around his arms. "Why?" I sobbed and straddled his lap as I cupped his face.

He couldnt look her in the eye and looked to the side of her. His vision started to become fuzzy and he struggled to keep his head up.

His head would fall forward but he would pick it up again and again to try and stay awake. It looked like he was going to sleep and he felt more and more tired.

"Jungkook stay with me please, please don't leave me," I cried into his shoulder and continued trying waking him up.

He knew that he just made things difficult for everyone and the fact he bullied people made him feel worse. He was still breathing but didn't wake up.

I laid him down as I paced around the house crying into my hands. I just wanted him to wake up and be happy, I didn't want him to be like me.

He slowly woke up in a daze and opened his eyes slightly. He felt weird and looked around, moving his head to the side to look as he heard footsteps.

I continued to cry into my hands as I walked up and down his hallway. I didn't know what to do besides what I've already done.

"Hello?" He called weakly and almost silently as he had forgotten what he had done and who was in his house.