Victim

Victim { Part 10 }

Namjoon wrapped him arms around her, still feeling bad after all the things they had done to her. He didn't care if it was wrong to hug her like this but he needed someone.

"Hey Jung-" I said and turned around. "You're not Jungkook, get off of me," I frowned and tried to push him away.

He held onto her desperately. He didn't say anything, he just wanted to hold someone.

"Namjoon stop it, get off of me," I said loudly to see if anyone could hear but they were all the way on the other side of the house.

He sighed and held onto her tightly. "Please, just let me hold you. Nobody else will" he asked

I sadly looked down,"S-Shut up," I said shakily and wiped the tears that were threatening to fall from my eyes

He looked at the floor and sighed. "Right" he said depressingly and walked out of the room.

"I can't believe you would say that," I whispered loud enough for him to hear as he hadn't fully left yet.

"What? What can't you believe?" He mumbled and leaned on the counter.

"Why would say that no one will?" I asked and walked over to him with a sad expression on my face.

"Because it's the truth. Don't worry about it" he said as she had rejected him too.

"How do you know it's true?" I frowned and looked up at him. I thought I had someone to hold me but maybe he knew something I didn't.

"Well, jungkook said to us a little while back that he was crushing on Jessica,"he lied. "He said he wanted her, and he's playing with you" he said sadly.

"No," I whispered and covered my face as I cried into my hands. "Tell me you're lying, please," I begged.

I cried into his chest and hugged him close to me. "I have to go, I'll see you at school tomorrow," I cried and held my face as I ran out the front door. I heard Jungkook calling for me but I kept running.

Jungkook looked for,her and saw her running away. He sighed as namjoon had told her what she wasn't supposed to know. He was going to break it of gently with her and still be friends, but Namjoon had ruined it.

I went home and ran to my upstairs bathroom. I knew I had put some things in there to use as a pain reliever. I did it again and took my whole arms so I moved to my thighs, it was so much for my process I didn't notice I hit a major vein in my arm.

Jungkook felt really guilty again for listening to the other boys and hurting her again, but he couldn't leave them, he would get bullied too.

I started to bleed out worse than before and my vision got blurry. I laid down and let myself bleed as I didn't care what would happen to me.
( time skip )