Victim

Victim { Part 6 }

I hurried to him and helped him sit up slowly,"Jungkook, don't you ever do it again you hear me? Don't you fvcking dare."

"Why did you come? I thought you didn't want to see me again" he said quietly.

"I came to give you your hat and I see you doing this, why did you do it?" I sniffled but wiped my face of the tears.

"I don't know" he muttered, telling one of the biggest lies he had ever told. It was because he felt so bad about almost killing her and he thought that he deserved to die for it.

I helped him up and to his bed,"Remember our promise, if you do it I'll do it," I whispered and sat in the chair beside his bed.

He huffed as he hated that promise. "I didn't promise anything" he said as he now,couldn't punish himself

"Yes you did, remember when I did it. You said you would do it and look where it got you," I frowned and took my jacket off his arms.

He sighed and looked at his destroyed arms. It didn't bother him that his arms were now scarred forever but it just made him feel worse.

I rubbed my thumb over them and then over mine,"Now we're even, don't dare do it again."

He sighed in defeat but didn't necessarily promise anything. Even if he did she wouldn't know as he already had scars now.

"I see you thinking about it," I sighed. "I counted them, you have twenty two, eleven on each arm." I frowned and started to kiss them, pretending to make them better,

"Twenty two...shít..." He whispered as he thought. His head started to hurt more as he realised If he cut more she would find out.

I got done kissing them and looked up at him,"I'll stop if you stop," I said and made a concerned face.

"I'll try" he said quietly, hoping he hadn't already become addicted.

I still didn't understand why he hasn't noticed my advances towards him. I sighed and went downstairs.

He saw her leave and felt bad he had pushed her away so much. "Thanks. Just for coming" he called quietly to her

I didn't hear him as he was talking to quiet. "Bye," I called to him upstairs and hurried home. I sat in silence at my desk and stared out the window.

He sighed as he heard his door shut. He decided to sleep as his arms were hurting

I stared at the ground until a pebble was thrown at my window. It was his group of friends and they motioned for me to come down to them. I sighed but did as they asked.

They stood at the door and it opened. Namjoon was the first to speak. "We heard you were with Jungkook? We haven't heard from him at all and were worried. You'd better tell us what's going on"

"You guys don't care, you guys have never cared about him so don't even pretend like you're worried," I said as my eyes got teary. I started to shut the door but someone stopped it and pushed it open again.