Love Is Not What It Seems

Part 7

I got her phone signed in on my Facebook account. I went to my messages and inboxed Melissa: Sorry my phone is off right now but, what did she want to tell me?

She inboxed me back seconds later: I want to tell you in person I wanna' be woman enough to tell you to your face because what I want to tell you I might never talk to you ever again this might destroy our relationship. I texted her back: Are you coming down here today?

I really don't know what to do about this. This situation is going to make our relationship abstruse. We haven't even met face to face yet and we already going through this, I thought frustrated as hell.

She texted me back: Yes...call me. (she also texted her number.)

I quickly signed out and dialed her number.

"Hello," I said hesitatively.

"I'm scared to lose you," Melissa said with fear in her voice.

"It's ok. Just tell me," I said knowing I didn't want to hear her say it because I got a feeling she bout to say what I don't wanna know. I sat on the opposite side of the couch from my mom.

"Keisha is your girlfriend right?"

"Yes. What about her?"

"I-I been with her for the last past seven months. I didn't find out that she was lovin somebody else until I found her diaries she left here yesterday morning."

"What diaries."

"One of them got your name on it and the other one it's about the personal things that happened in her life. I'm so sorry I really didn't know," Melissa said then she started crying.

"It's ok baby don't cry," I said really feeling sorry for her.

"No I feel terrible. Me and you been talking for over a month and I didn't even know that I had been trying to get your girl into bed with me."

"Oh...did you have sex with her?"

"No but we almost did it the last time it was entirely too close-"

"By last time do you mean just recently?" I asked interrupting her.

Melissa was silent for a long moment. "Yes."

"Go on."

Melissa heavily sighed then continued. "I was fully naked and I had gotten her down to nothing but her panties. She couldn't see me though she could feel me I had the lights off so my mom couldn't walk in on us and see what we were doing. Just as I was about to take her panties off she stopped me and told me she couldn't do it."

"About the diary with my name on it, it isn't mine so-"

"It's about you. Like when she met you the feelings she had for you and the things you did for her, I haven't really gotten into them yet but I will. Oh and she asked did I see her diaries I mean she was really freaking out over them I told her no which was the truth at the time but now I know when I do see her I can throw them in her face."

"So-"

"Wait I wasn't finished. There was one time I decided to take her on a romantic date but she didn't know what was going on. This was five months into our relationship and I thought we could be in a relationship since I had started to trust her. We were laughing and having a good time until I asked her would she be my girlfriend. That was when she went silent she stared at me like I was a ghost for probably five minutes I tried to get her to say something but she didn't even blink. Then out of no where she said yes it was like she was dead then came back alive. I kissed her then and a lot more after, that's when I started the sexual encounters, when she refused to give it to me even after I gave her lap dances because I love teasing and I love to be teased sexually of course. I just thought she wasn't ready for a committment not the fact that she was with you. She told me right before she left the first time that she wish she had never told me yes to be my girlfriend because I wasn't worth it. But you know what?"

"Wait! She said that?!"

"Yeah that broke my heart, but I have a plan."

"What's the plan?"

"You can pretend like you never talked to me talking shit like you're doing because I know you are, when your phone gets turned back on I'm going to keep telling you about her diaries and then when I see you I'm going to make sure she is there to see how I devour your lips. That bitch think I don't know she been using me and think she playing me for a fucking fool I'mma show this bitch who she fucking wit'!"

"Um you said devour my lips. Which ones?" I said trying hard not to laugh.

Melissa burst out laughing and so did I.

"Your a mess babe!"

"No I'm not I'm just being a freak."

"Mmm eating her bitch's pussy in front of her and seeing how her bitch is loving it. Ooh that sounds so naughty," Melissa said excitingly.

"That does sound naughty and so so good," I said in sexy tone of voice.

"Would you like that if I fucked you with my tongue slowly?"

"Mmh yes," I said as I bit my bottom lip. I squeezed my pussy while pushing up my hips.

"Eew give me my phone before you get cum all over it. You freak!" My mom said a expression that says "you got to be out your fucking mind".

I looked at her shocked and I straightened.

"Who was that? Don't tell me that was your mom?"

"I totally forgot she was sitting there I got caught up in the moment. I gotta go thanks a lot Melissa," I said really embarrassed and hope I hope I don't get in trouble for that.

"You welcome. I love you," Melissa said sweetly.

"I love you too," I said and quickly hung up.

I handed her the phone.

"I'm going to clean this off," my mom said getting up and going into the kitchen.

"I'm sorry," I said and I really was.

I heard the water run for a few seconds then it was turned off.

"It's ok. I'll be back," mom said coming out of the kitchen. She went to her bedroom, came back out with her red and gold purse, keys and phone in her hand. She went to the door unlocked it, went outside closed and locked it back behind her.

I usually tell my mom everything but I was not about to tell her what just happened between me and Shanequa. She would go ballistic on my ass and never ever forgive me. I'm relieved she left so I wouldn't have the urge to tell her.