Love Is Not What It Seems

Part 2

Shanequa got behind her with no hesitation sucking on her pretty pussy lips.

I feel like im invisible Shanequa didnt even notice i was sitting here didnt look at me not once just sexing my girlfriend like she's her lover. 

She got this deep arch in her back that I find so sexy. But why the fuck does she have to do this with somebody else...damn im saying the same shit i said about Keisha about her. Like what the fuck! What if they the same way just trifling because how im thinking about Melissa is like if she gone fuck this woman in front of me and you say that you and Keisha been knew i was fucking her so why would you turn around and one get mad at the shit and two fuck her in front of me like yall fucked before and three you wanna call this shit revenge. Then it makes me think differently about Shanequa. Man i know but then again i cant really say i was wrong, but in the case of me not knowing that either of them knew i guess i am wrong. Shit i dont really know im so damn confused dont know what to say about this situation. Im so damn busy trying to figure things out and over thinking everything.

.…Wait a minute hold the fuck up.

I didnt even think of the fact that when i came here Shanequa was already chained up, watching porn, and had this smile on her face like she already knew what was up. Naw man after this shit right here Imma be single fuck it. Im not even stutting these females they can do whatever i no longer care.

Just sitting here waiting until this is over so i can go on bout my business.

Shanequa came over to me after they we're finally done screwing each other. Smiling as she untied the rope around me. I did not smile back I got up bumping her almost knocking her over on the floor and kept walking on out the front door slamming it closed. 

Going home the sun is almost down. I had seen enough for today. I don't even feel no type of way. Just going home probably going to cook some sloppy joe, rice,  and chicken, then going to masturbate and go to sleep. 

I did as I planned waking up around two in the morning. Man I slept so good. I dreamed that Keisha and I was somewhere on the beach making out. And I'm thinking like, is that a sign that we should be together? Like forget about all the bs that's been going on she the one I should be with? I guess I can go see her today after school. 

Every since Thursday night I been having sex I need a break although I'm always horny I just need to get my mind off that and on something else. So even if I do get Keisha back I'm not going to be so focused on having sex with her just giving her my attention loving her and caring for her. 

I went to the bathroom it was so quiet in the house, but I decided to mind my business if my mom was in her room or came home at all. I got back in my bed and layed there in the dark putting my head phones in listening to music freeing my mind from all the stress.