Love Is Not What It Seems

No More Us

"Why did you come?" Keisha asked.

Looking at Keisha she has a black eye that seems to be healing slowly with bruises and scratches on her face and arms.  

"Because I can't forget about you, " I replied.

"Did you see that I was telling the truth about Melissa?"

"Somewhat. But I don't know what to think there's too much going on."

"Yeah well Im just sitting here while you fuck HER every night and spending your time with HER and laying all up under HER."

"Well isnt it true that you slept with Andrew?"

"No its not true. And you didnt even care to ask me you just attacked me. Listening to what SHE said. Damn I thought you didn't condone in that all that he say she say bullshit. But instead you listened to it and you believed it."

"Andrew said it too. He said that yall had sex at a party that I agreed he could go to. He said that you was messing with him he was pushing you away. You put something in his drink-"

"What?!"

"Hold on I'm not finish... So like I said you put something in his drink and drugged him. He woke up naked tied to the bed and you was riding him and he screamed out my name."

"And you believed that bogus shit?!"

"Everybody telling me something different I dont know what or who to believe, " I said really starting not to care anymore. 

Keisha to my surprise burst into tears. 

"Like what the hell were you thinking? Every since we met I been true to you not once have I cheated on you nor lied to you."

I stood there feeling so confused. Like what am I supposed to do or even feel? Cause everybody story different. 

"You know I could have fucked her over and over and over again but I didnt because I was thinking about you trying to stay faithful to you because I'm the loyal one. And you seriously think I would fuck Andrew like seriously?! Every since we got together I haven't looked a nigga way and you know that because I tell yo ass everything. And then I let you get away with the thing you and my mom got going on and yes I knew the whole time. I just never said anything cause it doesn't really bother me we've done done before shared the same female but I wasn't in love with them. And I heard y'all that night you went into her room."

"What about the diaries?"

Keisha looked at me with such hate on her face. "Those weren't my shits. She only did all that because I didnt want to be with her cause all I was talking about was you. Like seriously do you know how hard it was not to fuck her temptation was really getting to me but I didnt do it. But as soon as your ass got the chance you fucked the hell out of her. Didnt give my ass a second thought. You really betrayed me and you have been disloyal to me."

Girl please Melissa wouldn't whoop yo ass like that just because you didn't want to give her your pussy. I mean hell look how fast she got mine as soon as she got down here. This girl always trying to make me believe some bullshit, I thought to myself. 

"Yeah just like you fucked the hell out of Andrew. Now you can lie all you want and say you didnt do it but I know thats a lie. I know you you would have showed your ass if somebody was lying on you bout some shit like that."

"So you choosing her over me?"

"I'm not choosing anyone over you. Its just when you cross the line I'm done with you."

"So you rather be with her?"

"Did you not just hear me? I'm not choosing anyone over you. I'm here because I still care about you no I don't want to be in a relationship but I will always be here as your friend."

"I don't want you to be with her."

"I don't give a damn what you want or what you don't you wasn't thinking about what I wanted or didn't want when you was doing what you was doing."

"I always think of you before I do something."

"All you give a fuck about is whether or not I'm going to be fucking another female. You could give two fucks about about my feelings and what you did..and you're ass ain't even sorry...I can't deal with you or this anymore I'm out. I hope they take care of you from now on cause I won't."

I walked away with tears in my eyes at this moment not caring how she felt as I left her there in that hospital bed. I don't even know why I even give a damn about leaving her cause it's obvious she didn't nor does she care about me. I guess it's cause we been together for so long but she...just fuck it it is what is I'm not fighting for no more relationships I'm stressing myself out.